#OOOOH my ghooood

[jaythelay]

I think alot of people don't know what to do with that feeling when an opinion is said that you know to be wrong, however you don't really have the opinion yourself to counter it, just the feeling of it.

That uncertainty is not confirmation, I know that pressure to be quick to wit and quick to pull up information in your brain can burn, because truthfully most of us just aren't built to be that form of "smart." It's a hyper-focused, mostly luck/biology based factor, it does not mean inherent superiority in humanity, but a field they were better fit, and fortunately find some gain or enjoyment in to develop.

There's alot of creators that can make their videos feel like actual challenging thoughts, one's that cause this burn, but recognize this, you know they've put the effort in, all you have to do is to put time in that they didn't. You don't, in fact you can't, just conceive your opinion in even a year. You can feel it, but you can't word it, you can't express it. You can't be confident, and it reverberates a sense of duty and failure. That is what the burn feels like.

I ask that you don't let the temps get too hot, because it's uh, honestly not worth it. Don't put the flame out, just keep thinking. The problem with opinions, is they're all rooted in feeling, your resolution is to develop that feeling into something that's rooted in reality. Then, you'll be confident and feel much less uncertain. Before you can convince anyone of your opinion, you need to show it's proven in reality, not rooted in your feeling, when you're confident, that's when you can be an example of for those who needed it.

fuckin... uhhh everyone's inital vibe can be sympathized with, but a reaction that doesn't go out of it's way to inflict an emotion, genuinely will be better suited than everyone getting their opinions from opinions that aren't shared factually but emotionally. also people need to see to believe or even consider sometimes. "representation" has kind've been...well I can't say "gay"-ified, so..."yassified" or whatever, point is, if you don't see representation, and you can't do the job you've got in your mind, then don't worry bout it, just find your representation and aim to be better than them. i'm tired.

I don't really know how to dumbered down the wording on all this. Do ya'll get my gist? My rooted feeling? If anything, don't treat it as fact, just think about it. n shit.

#rambling #philosophy #probably #Bruh what is this gay shit #why the hell do I write like that #I don't blame you for just fucking ignoring it #OOOOH my ghooood #i've been siiiiiick as shit