#Neurotypical ppl are so weird about emotions and expressing urself it confuses me sm

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The thing is, George is actually a very emotional person, his joy is always so infectious and he always tears up at cute or sad things so easily. And you can tell how much he loves someone by how eager he is to spend time with them. Only thing he finds difficult is to say/write paragraphs that detail why and how he loves someone, unlike Dream. And I don't get how that means he is "emotionless"??? Neurotypicals are so weird. And this fandom has an internalised ableism problem I think.

YES THIS EXACTLY ☝️☝️☝️

Its why i feel like i relate to him so much, im generally very emotional and also a bit too empathetic at times, but when it comes to openly expressing that empathy and saying all of those big feelings out loud i always start to struggle. I feel vulnerable openly saying what im feeling, specifically when its those strong and meaningful emotions, but again its never cause I don’t feel them its more like i feel too much and too strongly and that their so precious and important to me that I can’t bring myself to just throw them into the open. So thats kinda what I imagine George is like too, you can always tell he feels so strongly but it just seems too strongly to put into words. Again with the Karl example i feel like it was very obvious that he felt super guilty about it and thats kinda another thing I imagine he feels the same way as me about, where you feel so guilty about it that you start thinking that just saying sorry doesn’t do anything to actually fix it, so you just stand there kinda awkwardly and like die in ur own guilt cuz u feel like a simple “im sorry” just isn’t gonna cut it, but u don’t know what to do to make it better either :// Feelings are so much more complicated than people make them out to be and so many different people express them so differently and yet there’s always this invisible guide to how you have to express them and how you have to feel about things if you wanna be a good person. Its really sad to me actually, stuff like this always just ends up hurting people. Anyway this is more rambling and comparing myself to gnf but oh well 🤷‍♂️

#Neurotypical ppl are so weird about emotions and expressing urself it confuses me sm