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#N E WAY this was the biggest and dumbest ramble to myself about my own fics lmao i should really shut up and just go write :’)
hes-a-tough-kid · 10 months
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If you see the final word count for my completed fic gently increasing over months and months no you dont
#i have realised that the ‘fast n loose’ method for churning out a fic doesnt work for me actually#i am so sad that so much of that fic was skipped- or told and not shown- or brushed over in favour of me forcing it out quickly#i know i did it for a good reason- that if i took my time with it and it grew bigger and bigger that there was a risk i would have exhausted#myself and not finished it at all which would have been way worse#i think actually taking 3 months to craft 15k chapters with many drafts makes me happier than churning out 4k in a week#that being said im so glad its finished and that- somehow- it did so much better than i would have ever dreamed <33#now i can go back and make it what i want it to be without the pressure of racing against my own stamina#and. if im really honest. i didnt think i would still be into avatar for this long lmao#i thought id lose the brainrot at around month three so i had to finish the fic before then#and yet. month 7 and i draw spider in my sketchbook every day. i think about him every spare minute.#the brainrot is still kicking and im happy#anyway here i go to dive back into that fic and add even more angst and whump and maybe another hug. if spider is lucky#i also want to write a little one shot about Ngaire properly taking care of spider after something bad happens#but idk if people wanna read OC stuff and its certainly not my comfort zone so i might keep it to myself#N E WAY this was the biggest and dumbest ramble to myself about my own fics lmao i should really shut up and just go write :’)
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gamerwoo · 5 years
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I actually hit 5k followers today which is insane!!! I can’t believe five thousand of y’all decided to follow me for whatever reason, but I am truly very thankful for it. I’m so awful with words so I won’t ramble, but just know I’m so grateful for every kind comment, every tiny bit of support, and every person who has reassured me or pushed me or helped me in some way. I’ve probably forgotten a lot of people (and I did side blogs too because why not) so I’m really really really sorry I forgot you but just know I appreciate everybody!!!!!!
But also to everybody who has followed me up until now: I really can’t thank you enough. Even if you don’t read my writing and you just follow for whatever I reblog, I appreciate it. But if you do read my writing, thank you so much. It means the world to me that people like the stuff I create, and I can’t say how grateful I am enough.
And if you don’t follow me but you’re on this list: thank you for keeping me around. Whether it’s content you make or things you reblog or just your personality, it keeps me hanging around here a little longer. Keep doing what you’re doing!! 
(bold are my favorite blogs, hearts also count as faves but they have a message at the end!!)
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#-D:
@3wons | @ayutonon ❤ | @baekwell--tart ❤ | @blossomjeno | @bootyful-seventeen | @byeolbitsky | @candiedmingyu | @casuallydylan @changbinasmr ❤ | @chwenchew | @dearmingki ❤ | @dreamjunhui ❤
E-I:
@emotiadouche | @exo-saranghaha | @floodlitesc | @gaegurikyu ❤ | @gayforseungcheol | @grekirikka | @hansols-yoda-boxers | @hhhongseok | @hoshees | @hyuwunjinie ❤ 
J-N:
@jaebaebaegot7 | @jaeyooniverse | @je0nghans | @jeonghnassi | @jinslefteyebrow | @kihuis | @koshitwon | @middle-of-a-wonshua-sandwich | @mr-linmo | @mntax | @nervousatthenightclub ❤ | @neverknewgrey2016 ❤ 
O-R:
@purpleseleva | @queenaliceofthenight | @rowoonie 
S-V:
@sadienita ❤ | @sefuns | @seungcheolsbodyharness | @sflop9 | @shadesofhui | @shinwonsaysomething | @shuvee | @smut-wars | @soft-pentagon | @softwonwoo | @soocculents | @soonyoungz | @sparklekook | @spookynochu ❤ | @thetypingpup | @thotagon | @uwooyu | @vampireyanan
W-Z:
@wooseoks | @wooziwish | @yanansbaobei | @yeo1 | @yeosprout | @yutoism 
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To everybody on this list: I love you so much. I’m so awful with words and rambled on with a lot of these but the biggest takeaway is that I love you and I’m so thankful to have friends so amazing. 
ayutonon: My sweet Yutonon. You’re one of the kindest people ever. I know you’re not always around but I love when you are, and I hope you know how much I appreciate all of the kind words you’ve ever sent me. I never take you or anything you say to me for granted. Even when you were just an anon, I considered you a friend, and I’m very very thankful to have a friend like you.
baekwell--tart: Oh god Bella. You were one of the first writers I ever became friends with and when I first read your writing I was like “oh god she’s way better than me” lmao. You’re the kind of writer I aspire to be in the sense that you write what you want to, and if you get hate for anything, you tell them to go fuck themselves. You don’t take crap from anybody and that’s something I admire a lot, and I know it sounds silly but I mean it. And on the flip side, you’re so kind and caring toward your friends, like I’ve seen you ready to throw hands. You’re an amazing writer but also an amazing friend, and thanks for sticking around with me even though I suck at replying all the time.
changbinasmr: My lil baby Zack!!! I can’t believe my husband is so amazing :’) Okay but seriously I love you to death. I love your sense of humor and I think you’re just such a sweet person. Whenever you like something I wrote or send me anything or reply to anything I just get so happy seeing you pop up and I’m just so happy we started talking because you make me laugh a lot and I just really appreciate that I have you around.
dearmingki: The most talented person ever aka Romi. I know we go back and forth saying we’re both talented but every time I say it, I really do mean it. Even if you think it’s something super simple you made, it still took talent to make it. You clearly put in a lot of work into the things you make and you even offered to teach me and other people how to gif and that’s so sweet. You’re super supportive of things I write which I appreciate, but I also hope that I can be equally as supportive because I never want you to think that anything you make is less than amazing. You as a person are just amazing.
dreamjunhui: My tiny babie son. Well, you’re my height so you’re not that tiny but y’know. ANYWAY god I’ve known you for so long this is so weird. I don’t know what I can say to you that I haven’t already because we talk all the time??? You already know I love you a lot and would die for you. I don’t know, I’m just like, really thankful I’ve had you as a friend for this long and I hope we’ll be friends for even longer. Maybe one day my ass will migrate to Canada lmao. But yeah, I love you so much. You’re the best son. 
gaegurikyu: My sweet gumdrop. I know we don’t speak constantly but please just know that you are one of the kindest people I’ve ever known. You’re so selfless and you always offer advice when I need it, even if I don’t go directly to you. You’re just so sweet and I hope you know that I love and appreciate you so much. But don’t ever feel pressured to come talk to me. We’ve gone like, months without talking but I still consider you one of my close friends. You’re still just as important to me. 
hyuwunjinie​: Night!!!! I know we’ve spoken off anon before but it’s nice that you’ve made your own blog for writing and stuff and I can’t wait to see how you and your blog grows tbh. You’ve always been so sweet and so supportive of me, and I’ve always considered you one of my friends even when you were just my night anon. Thank you for sticking around for so long, and I hope I can support you and your writing just as well as you supported me.
nervousatthenightclub: Like Koko, we don’t talk constantly, but I still consider us close. I don’t know, everybody in The Butties still owns a lil place in my heart even though we don’t really talk anymore, but it was such like, a big period of time in my life. But you’re so funny and so kind, and I remember during one of my recent breakdowns I saw an ask from you and it actually made me smile. I love you a lot and I’m so happy we’ve been friends for so long. It feels like we started talking like, two months ago lmao.
neverknewgrey2016: Dude you and Ry are so hard to write messages for. Like, we’re always so mushy with each other, how do I say anything without repeating myself? You’re like, my ride or die but you knew that. When I got to see Day6 with you, I was so fucking happy and all I wanted to do was jump around and yell with you but the mom next to me had an open beer and I was terrified of hitting her and spilling it lmao. But like you’ve done so much for me and you’ve been there for all my worst moments and I just. I appreciate you so much.
sadienita: The shit you have put up with lmao. Especially lately. I can’t say thank you enough times honestly. You’ve listened to me rant about the dumbest stuff, you’ve literally listened to me rant on snapchat too, and you’ve validated me over and over and you’re still somehow not sick of me. I’ve told you so many times how I appreciate you and everything you do for me but I need to keep saying it because it’s true. And even though you’re going to be like “Girl I don’t put up with you”, thanks for putting up with me lmao.
spookynochu: I really can’t believe we were talking back in my msvteenx days, oh my god. You started off as my lil joshua anon and now look at us!! Dude, we’ve come so far, it’s so crazy to wrap my mind around. I can’t tell you how much I love having you as a friend. Sometimes it feels like we grow together because we like a lot of the same groups, y’know? Like, we even got into Ateez together and now you come to me to freak out about Mingi this comeback lmao. I wanted to end this with a love meme because we always do that to each other but then it takes like 10 messages back and forth for one of us to finally end it so I’ll spare you. But I still love you.
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