#If you ever fake schizophrenia I sincerely hope you kill yourself.Cause this shit is horrifying

[hitoshisbf]

I hate unmedicated schizophrenia. I heard whispering from a TV show in Jess' room snd I thought she was sitting in there praying and mumbling and now I can't sleep again.

Fuck I'm sitting here shaking. I know I rationalized it but that's one fucking dose and I'm already feeling it. It's terrifying.

I forgot how scary this was dude.

I also had really vivid nightmares right before this too.

It sounded like praying so you don't get attacked by a demon. I hate how this shit prayed on my fear of demonic possession.

#tw: schizophrenia #tw: paranoia #aev vents #Sudden urges to tear off my skin too.Literally just peel it off #If you ever fake schizophrenia I sincerely hope you kill yourself.Cause this shit is horrifying #and I wouldn't wish it on anyone #aside from like my rapist #Okay I see why I self harmed all those years cause now I'm hallucinating blood on my thighs #This is all so much