#If there's actually anybody reading these I mean the final workday of 1401 this year in the solar calendar

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final working day of 1401, over :)

#sabi's words #If there's actually anybody reading these I mean the final workday of 1401 this year in the solar calendar #so. I told my boss I'm gonna quit. She asked me why and I said it's too much for me to work and study at the same time and that I need a #break. And she looked at me liked I'd grown horns. (everybody looks at me like that when I say it. What #What can't a 21yo catch a break? Can't a 21yo get tired? Is it such a foreign notion? I have cardio problems at this age and have burntout #Mentally emotionally and physically so of fucking course I need to catch a break. #Anyway. #She said 'you're going you have energy at least work this summer just 3 days a week' #And I repeated myself that I won't and it's too much and I need to take a break but then she turned away and told me to reconsider it and #that she'll talk to me about it later #but I know I'm not gonna reconsider and no amount of raise or less working hours is gonna convince me to stay at this job that has taken. #everything. Everything. From me. #It's made me depressed and anxious and took away my confidence and sense self worth and given me heart problems and digestion problems and. #the list goes on. #I wanna think that I'm a valuable asset to her as everyone around me says I am and that that's why she's asking me to stay even for 3measly #Months but I know she's short on work force and needs people to stay here and is only asking me to stay because she needs work force. Not #because she needs me specifically. When I was hired here I thought it was because of my stellar resume and high skills but no turns out she #was also short on work force back then. #ugh. Anyway. Bottom line. I'm gonna be broke but I prefer that to staying in this place.