#IDK im rambling but growing up with pokemon and being trans is such an important and deeply personal experience for me and i love it so much

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replaying old pokemon games as a boy now is just... okay 🥺🥺

#very emotional about it rn. #growing up on pokemon and now being able to re-rexperience it as A Boy instead of a girl now its just... wow... #ive changed so much and i know myself so much better and to be able to play more as myself its!! so special to me!! #im struggling to express it but yeah... playing pokemon ranger as kellyn instead of katie is SO deeply important to me #and now that im restarting pokemon x as Me... with my actual name and as a boy... im just very emotional #bc even the times where i knew... i never felt safe enough to play my own games with my own name without the fear of my family seeing it #but now? i just... i feel safer in a sense and i just. its a small step i can make while still living in my parents house #IDK im rambling but growing up with pokemon and being trans is such an important and deeply personal experience for me and i love it so much #✨