#I'm so tempted to save all my favorited fics and authors in a doc then make a new account and burn the old one

[eat-sleep-meme-freak-repeat]

just logged in to ffn for the first time in literal years and was looking at some of my old reviews and holy shit i was the fucking worst but the authors were all so nice and now i wanna die cause it's all so cringe and yes cringe culture is dead and all but i was insufferable jfc i should never have been allowed to interact with people on the internet

#ooooh my goooood #i wasn't even mean i was that awful kind of commenter that wheedled at authors that hadn't updated in a while begging them to #release a new chapter and then complained at authors about continuity about and characterisation issues #I'm so tempted to save all my favorited fics and authors in a doc then make a new account and burn the old one #it doesn't help that i also called myself a fangirl in my user name which low-key makes me wanna rip my skin off cause dysphoria #i can't believe anybody actually interacted with me and enjoyed talking to me #can you before i actually beta'd someone's fic? #and we we're on good terms too? #like they were so much cooler than and nicer than me and even talked about how if they brew me irl they'd have invited me to their wedding #i wonder what happened to then? #they went on a trip to norway or something and we lost touch #kinda makes me sad but I'm also glad i don't have to talk to someone that new me at my cringiest #woke these tags really got away from me huh? #anyways #i don't recommend revisiting any old account of it's more than 6 years old #you may not survive #ignore me #it speaks #god reading this over there's so many typos but i don't have it in me to fix them so let me just throw some trash on to your dash