#I'll probably delete this later i just AUGH

[harasharaved]

The fact that Judaism is trending because of both the wave of bomb threats on synagogues and Bradley Cooper's Antisemitism Adventure (his huge fake prosthetic nose, and him basically stealing the story from a Jewish man) is so infuriating and so exhaustingly typical.

The fact that I see Judaism trending on Tumblr and immediately think "oh no. Something Bad is happening to us." We're never trending cause it's fucking good. I never get to be excited, it's just cold dread.

The fact that Antisemitism is getting worse everyday and the only ones who ever talk about it are other Jews. The fact that no one else fucking cares. The only ones who support us are other Jews. Even when gentiles talk about Nazis or white supremacists they don't want to help us. We're just their prop, the canary in the coal mine and the perfect victim.

The fact that everyone's uncomfortable with Jews still being here. Reminding them of things they'd rather forget.

The fact that it'd be easier for them if we were all dead. Then they could tell stories about our people, dressed in offensive caricatures, without us making a fuss.

#im so fucking pissed right now #jew tag #judaism #jumblr #when will we be able to catch a fucking break man #i keep thinking about dara horn man #she said it best #a hundred times #Sarah's bullshit #I'll probably delete this later i just AUGH #g-d im angry i just wanted to rant #me and every jewish person ever who went to hebrew school or shul or anything #we have armed security guards as some flimsy protection so we dont get hate crimed #so no one comes in and shoots our kids #by the way. its not normal. its been all ive ever known though #g-d forbid one of those bomb threats is real will gentiles slap on a fake nose and make a movie about it twenty years later

[starsandthorn]

actually. realizing the god that died in the oasis was in fact the previous hydro archon and that focalors in fact had nothing to do with her death. i'm crushed

#personal stuff #delete later #because. the oceanids make pilgrimages to see her dead body. yea #also fucking. okay. ALL of the previous archons died at the cataclysm????? is that what we're going for??? #like except the previous pyro archon cause they were already dead by vanessa's time which was WAY before the cataclysm #but makoto and rukkhadevata and the previous hydro archon? #that's just half. and the tsaritsa was probably around for the cataclysm too. but you get what i mean #unless she was particularly attached to her predecessor and venti had something to do with their death. which i doubt #but like. everyone dunking on nahida for being the youngest archon while focalors took over around the same time??? #unless she was immortal beforehand like how zhongli was an adeptus first. how much older could she really be #AUGH. anyway. i'm excited for fontaine and i want to keep my expectations low and my mind open so i don't get disappointed lmao #like i'm expecting one (1) thing but i Could absolutely be wrong #if they decide to use the honkai character i'm thinking of as the basis for someone else cough cough sandrone #but if focalors ends up taking insp from [redacted] i'm blowing us all up. if they do it right i'll be appeased but like auuguh #it would seem like such a waste </3

[phantom-donuts]

i broke my laptop right when the next semester starts-

i hate myself so much right now-

#haaaa and i'm a cs major too so for damn sure i need a laptop at some fucking point- #iiiiiiii just realized i kind of just lost everything on that laptop now- #all that code? gone- #i guess the best thing is getting rid of it tho? it constantly couldn't update due to storage which was getting concerning- #i just wish i got to use it a bit longer and then transition onto getting a better laptop without feeling like shit- #also without getting scared about small popping sounds- #i mean no one really used the laptop anyways.... but fuck- #i'm so scared of what my mom would say- #i don't want to give her such shitty news... she'll give me that disapointed look- #aaaaaaaaaah she'd probably ask for it to check her schedule later in the morning i'm not ready for that.... #i'll most likely delete this later... i just wanted to vent about how dumb i am #i'll try to be extremely careful with evrything i own now at least... at least i hope so... #augh the whole thing makes me wanna puke-