#I'd be a lot more lost without defade's translation tho obv 🙇🏻‍♀️🙏🏻

[thschei]

I think I need to go to bed, I understand Less now . And, I've spent Years begging for more Thanatos/Lost references, & Revo showed up with a bat (literally)

#photo #erin talks #like I'm happy but 😭 the macabre nature of doujin era with the specificity of modern era #anyway uh I don't want to say anything too conclusive about tsukihito bc I'm still not entirely sure #I'm really not sure if takahiko was a real person or just a fake name/cover story #A's diary only mentions takehiko twice & the vet's diary comes across like a bunch of lies a serial killer would tell the police #'I couldn't understand Tsukihito 😔 my parents wouldn't let me hang out with him . I'd welcome him back tho!' #= 'He was sooo smart & I actually did want to hang out with him!!!' #but if tsukihito introduced himself to A under a false name then she would recognize the boy with unkempt hair as takahiko #bc the last time she saw takahiko was 1 month prior #I want to know who all he killed since after he's arrested he rejects S (meaning he's not arrested for her murder) #esp bc in that song he says he 'eased a pregnant woman's fear' . implying S isn't the only person he got pregnant & then murdered? #I'm not sure if I think he's genuinely psychopathic or just your run of the mill killer who lashes out at the world bc of what happened in #his childhood but I do think he lies constantly; like I saw someone say they think he's not aro & just didn't want to admit he felt love #for A & S & after reading over each song relating to him repeatedly I think I agree; I think he just called himself aro as a way to seduce S #since she had just been confessed to & she admitted she didn't think she'd liked anyone before #I tried looking through twt mentions of him but even jpn laurants are 1) trying to figure out his actual name #& 2) saying things like 'I'm confused' 'I don't know what to think' 'I can't remember if it was this or that' #I'd be a lot more lost without defade's translation tho obv 🙇🏻‍♀️🙏🏻 #anyway sorry for this giant wall of text I'm going 2 sleep