#I’m saying if fearne doesn’t actually get to exalt and blast out a city block than it’s fine

[yashley]

fearne’s entire existence occurring for the expectation of being exploited, her childhood she spent alone as a prized possession of a hag, her heart being dropped by the shrugging parents she loved unfailingly, and all of the threads of fate fearne turns away from because she feels she doesn’t have an important role to play, this experience happening isn’t for HER to be a part of, she’s still someone’s accessory to use when needed and put promptly away and she smiles her feigned smile and accept that. and then for her to be told that yeah she’s a disappointment? that they had her and all had their way with her life and she suffered alone and still tried to earn their love, still tried to be enough, but she doesn’t actually matter at all? she needs to start dropping bodies

#I’m saying if fearne doesn’t actually get to exalt and blast out a city block than it’s fine #a girl who was never good enough to get anyone she loved to stay tacking on precarious boons to better serve her friends #i love her for her heart unfailingly wanting not to go dark but my girl i think you should. hard. #fearne’s heart being worried and open for those she loves and she’s left in the rain it’s fine it doesn’t make #me insane