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#I’m just a nervous girl my mental illness has become so debilitating
dontflirt · 2 years
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going to a bridal shower this weekend and I’d be lying if I said I was more excited than I am anxious!
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A/N: I do not take credit for this picture. But I did have my husband edit her hair and eye color to match Perrie. This is the closest I’ve found online, and it’s pretty close. 
This post probably had a lot of typos and issues, as per usual. I was fighting sleep when I wrote it
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“I’d much rather save the heroes than be the hero.” --Perrie Styles
 General Information
Name: Perrie Styles
Pronunciation: Pear-ee
Name Meaning: Pear tree
Name Origin: French
Other Names: Pear
Gender: Female
Titles: Nurse Styles
Birth Name: Perrie Styles
Birth Date: October 17th
Birth Length: 16 inches
Birth Weight: 6 ½ lbs
Birth Place: Infirmary in Wall Rose
Manner of Birth: Natural
First Word(s): “Uh oh”
Dominant Hand: Right
Astrological Sign: Libra
Catchphrase: “Fuck.” (She says it way too much)
Autograph: Literally just a “P” with illegible scribbles after it
Handwriting: The messiest, most lazy chicken scratch ever. She has very pretty, neat cursive handwriting, though, when she tries.
ID Number/SSN: N/A
License Plate Number: N/A
Appearance
Picture: See above
Height: 5’4
Weight: 110 lbs
Species: Human
Race: Caucasian  
Blood Type: A-
Symbol: N/A
Skin Color: White
Birthmarks: N/A
Extra Anatomy: N/A
Hair Color: Pale, icy blonde
Hair Length: Just above her collar bones
Hair Type: Wavy
Hair Style: A long, messy bob
Widow's Peak: None
Eye Color: Dark blue/grey
Eyebrows: Full with a subtle arch
Nose Shape: Small and turns up at the end
Teeth: Straight and white
Face Shape: Heart shaped
Complexion: She has pretty clear skin, but around her hair line tends to get a few small bumps from sweating.  
Facial Hair: None
 Health and Image
Diet: Perrie doesn’t watch what she eats at all. It’s lucky that she finds time to eat at all.
Exercise: She walks to and from work, and is on her feel all day, but that’ all the exercise she gets
Fitness: That’s one of her least favorite words
Posture: She slouches a lot, but if she’s trying to impress someone, she’ll stand up straight
Dexterity: She isn’t very clumsy, unless she’s really tired
Reflexes: Her reflexes are better than average. She’s pretty good at dodging items thrown by hysterical patients
Abnormalities: None
Handicaps: None
Medication: None
Allergies: Cats
Diseases: None
Illnesses: None
Disorders: PTS from the fall of Wall Maria
Broken Bones: None
Wardrobe: She mostly wears cotton dresses and skirts, her nursing smocks, collared button ups
Accessories: None. She doesn’t wear any jewelry or anything because she loses it or it gets in the way
Equipment: N/A
Musical Instruments: None. She has no musical ability whatsoever
Piercings: None
Hygiene: She’s not a neat/clean freak, but she keeps herself and her hands very clean
Makeup: Nope. Perrie doesn’t have the time or skill to put on makeup
Perfume / Cologne: She keeps a bottle of her mother’s perfume that smells like roses, but she only wears it on special occasions
Scent: She washes in strawberry scented soap and shampoo. She really, really loves strawberries, ya’ll.
Scars: She has a thin, diagonal scar on her left thigh
Tattoos: None
Voice
Voice: She has a sweet, soft voice. When she’s mad or super serious about something, it’s more loud and firm
Pitch: On the higher side, but not obnoxious and squeaky  
Laughter: She has a rather loud laugh, and she snorts sometimes
Impediments: None
   Psychology
IQ: 148
Vocabulary: Perrie has a very extensive vocabulary, especially medical terms and such. She isn’t pretentious about it, however.
Memory: When she’s learning something, or needing to remember something important, she has an excellent memory. If it’s just everyday things, or when she’s really tired, she can’t remember anything
Temperament: Choleric
Learning Style: She starts by reading and studying something, then moves on to hands on learning
Emotional Stability: She is very emotionally stable. She can, however, become overwhelmed and freak out, but not very often
Mental Health: She’s healthy. She has slight PTS and can freak out in certain situations, but it isn’t debilitating.
Philosophy
Religion: None. She believes firmly in science and thinks religion is ridiculous, but she doesn’t slam it in people’s faces. She never talks about religion with others.
Superstitions: None
Spirit Animal: If she had to pick an animal, it would probably be an owl
Etiquette: Perrie is very polite and kind in social or professional situations, but she can be very vulgar in casual situations, or if she’s bothered
Alignment: Lawful good
Perception: Realist
Philosophy / Motto: “She believed she could, so she did.”
Taboos: Murder. No matter what, Perrie could never bring herself to take another’s life. It is against everything she stands for as a nurse
Vices: Cursing, spite
Virtues: Kindness, open-minded, hard-working
Character
Primary Objective: Become a doctor
Secondary Objectives: Enjoy life with her family and friends
Priorities: Her job and her loved ones
Motivation: Being the best she can be
Self Confidence: Very high
Self Control: High most of the time, but sometimes her temper can get the best of her
Self Esteem: High, though she can be self-conscious about some things
Quirks: Chewing her lip, snorts when laughing, dry hands, always has stained clothes, her hair is always a mess. 
Hobbies: Cooking, gardening, reading, sewing
Closet Hobbies: Drawing. She isn’t very good, but she likes to doodle and sketch. She would die if anyone knew
Guilty Pleasures:
Habits: Lip chewing, cursing, hand washing
Desires: Success in her job, safe family and friends
Wishes: Defeat of the Titans, to become a doctor
Traumas: Titan’s invading Wall Maria, being betrayed by close friends...
Worries: Her friends/family being hurt, failing at her job, Titans
Nervous Tics: Lip chewing
Soothers: Quiet places, her garden, cooking, sewing
Soft Spots: Kids, puppies, pretty flowers
Cruel Streaks: Perrie isn’t cruel at all, but she can be a little spiteful. She would never intentionally hurt anyone, though
Accomplishments: Finishing nursing school and becoming a nurse, saving many people, learning how to cook new things
Greatest Achievement: She will always say her greatest achievement is making her dad proud. She’s such a daddy’s girl.
Failures: Not being able to help people when the wall fell, losing patients, she feels like she fails Eren everytime he gets kidnapped. She also felt like a failure when Ty joined the Survey Corps despite her trying to convince him not to, not remembering her mother
Biggest Failure: She feels that Carla Yeager’s death was her fault. She feels that she should have gone and seen if she was okay before fleeing Shiganshina.
Favorite Dream: She dreamt that she had a giant garden beyond the Walls, and there were no Titans. She could hear her father whistling somewhere near by, and she could smell strawberries and tea leaves..
Worst Nightmare: Perrie had a nightmare that her father and Ty were Titans, and she watched them eat Mikasa and her mother. She woke up and felt like crying after it
Earliest Memory: She remembers a woman singing and a vase of roses on the kitchen table
Fondest Memory: There’s so many, but her favorite is her father teaching her how to plant a rose bush
Worst Memory: The day Shiganshina fell
Most Prized Possession: Her mother’s perfume
Most Valuable Possession: A rare cookbook Ty got her for her 19th birthday
Collections: Cookbooks
Embarrassments: She’s embarrassed anytime a guy flirts with her. She gets so flustered
Humor: Sarcastic and silly
Regrets:
Secrets: The fact that she draws, her secret savings stash,  
Darkest Secret: She doesn’t really have one
Pet Peeves: Weeds in the garden, when people can’t cook
Phobias: Germs
Greatest Fear: Losing her family/friends
Confidence: 8/10
Creativity: 8/10
Generosity: 10/10
Honesty: 9/10
Loyalty: 10/10
Insecurities: 4/10
Patience: 7/10
Predictability: 6/10
Reliability: 10/10
Responsibility: 10/10
Trustworthiness: 10/10
Common...
Compliments: “Cutie” “Healthy as a horse!” (She’s a damn medical nerd)
Insults: “Asshole”
Expletives: All of them. Every one of them.
Farewells: “See ya later” “Be safe”
Greetings: “Hi” “Hello, I’m Nurse Styles” (at work)
Mood: Tired and friendly
 Preferences
Likes: Flowers, books, working, new dresses
Dislikes: Losing things, arguments, not being right
Favorites: Strawberries, pastel colors, spring, naps
Least Favorites: Lettuce, cold weather, Military Police (Even Perrie thinks they’re assholes)
Home, Work, and Education
Sleep Patterns: Sporadic at best
Eating Habits: She eats whenever she remembers
Pets: None
Job Title: Nurse
Experience: 4 years
Work Ethic: She is diligent and hardworking
Transportation: She walks
Criminal Record: None
Dream Job: Doctor
Social
Mother: Moria Styles (deceased)
Father: Desmond Styles
Guardians: She’s of age, so none
Siblings: None
Children: None
Close Relatives: Ty Styles (cousin) Ansel Styles (Uncle) Lise Styles (Aunt)
Distant Relatives: None. She had a very small family. Her grandparents on her mother’s side only had one child, and her father’s parents had Desmond and Ansel. Both sets of grandparents were killed in the culling after the fall
Best Friend: Ty, Hanji, Eren
Close Friends: Mikasa, Armin, Petra, Levi, most of the Survey Corps
Confidantes: Hanji, Levi, Ty
Allies: The Survey Corps
Acquaintances: Her co-workers
Rivals: Hanji, but in a friendly way
Inspirations: Hanji, Levi, Erwin, the doctors she works with
Heroes: Ty, Desmond
Mentors: Grisha Yeager, Hanji
Romance
First Love: Levi
Love Interests: Levi
Marital Status: Single
Orientation: Straight
Flirtiness: She’s too awkward and shy, but she has her moments
Turn ons: Intelligence, dedication, loyalty
Turn offs: Cockiness, selfishness, “assholes” (as quoted by Perrie)
Fetishes: None
Virginity: Perrie hasn’t even been kissed. Poor kid.
Reactions
Angry: When she’s angry, she’ll have a stony expression and not speak unless spoken to. She will say spiteful things, but not very hurtful. She’ll roll her eyes and curse even more than usual.
Anxious: She’ll tear into her lip big time, sometimes she makes it bleed. She will pace a little and talk rapidly and nonstop
Conflicted: She’ll go back and forth between her choices, being very adamant that she’s made her choice, but then the next second she’s switched.
Criticized: She can take criticism very well most of the time, especially when it is from superiors. But if someone is just being overly critical and mean, she’ll bristle and call them out
Depressed: She’ll bury herself in her work, and when she’s home, she’ll hide in her garden or bedroom and avoid people
Embarrassed: She’ll avoid eye contact, blush violently, and stammer a lot
Excited: Perrie’s eyes light up and she’ll smile and jitter around
Frightened: She’ll freeze up for a moment, but then slide her mask on and fight through the fear
Happy: She’ll smile and hum and compliment everyone
 Personality
MBTI Personality Type: INFJ-A
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