#I’m excited but also terrified BFKSBDJ

[yoohyeontual]

Gonna leave my CV to my maybe futur job later today

#I’m excited but also terrified BFKSBDJ #they hired someone already but they don’t think they are gonna stay for long so they are going to put me at the top of the list #and it’s the same place my mom applied and they say they would make an exception for me cause they really want my mom to work there <3 #working with my mom is going to be fun unless she’s having a bad day then it would be hell 😳 #but like it’s the perfect place for me 😭 #I’m mad my dad didn’t think of me first but also my mom really need a new job but my mom litterally can go anywhere bfksbd #but hey it’s just for now honestly it’s 25h so like more than double my last job and I had enough to pay for my phone and Sowon’s things #so I will have extra money to buy things that make me happy and plan my futur #cause I also don’t know what to do with my life yet bfksbd #If it works I won’t have to call and cancel #my meeting with my social worker 😭 #cause we agree we would put it at another time if I haven’t found a job or if my quiz results weren’t ready which is the only thing #we would talk about so if I didn’t work on finding a job we would only have the test and for now the test is not even done 😭 #the medical clinic called yesterday but haven’t call again or called on our personal phone so idk if it was for this #can’t wait to know what’s probably ‘’wrong’’ with me bfkdbdjdj #alex.txt