#I would eat a cough drop if that would recharge my keyboard rn or like. a tater tot dipped in cream of mushroom soup

[harleythealter]

Fun fact, I have a Bluetooth keyboard, which means it runs out of battery. I cannot express the (literally cannot find a word for this to express it. I swear I’m trying). It’s not anxiety, that it causes, when my keyboard starts dying, but it’s so upsetting and drives me to the point where I can’t help but NEED to snap it in half. It feels like what I assume it felt like when I was three and about to have a tantrum. I can’t handle the way the power light starts flashing blue. And then the keyboard starts flickering on and off and it”s all off since and I can’t even have five more minutes. I have to be off NOW. And it’s horrible. I can’t handle it and it makes me want to leave the existence of the world to escape it. But I wish there was a word to actually express what it makes me feel. It’s not panic. It’s just pure… *gestures aggressively around the room because I can’t find the ducking word*

It’s going to take forever to try to calm back down.

Edit: HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO HEAR THE TAPPITY-TAPS OF MY KEYBOARD IF ITS DEAD. MY ENTIRE LIFE HAS JUST BEEN THROWN OFF THE RAILROAD TRACKS TOWARDS A CLIFF

#my keyboard is going to kill me #i just want to write #i want to diiiiie #I’m trying to work on my bad things happen bingo and then this happens. #!!! #!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #bluetooth keyboard #dying keyboard #writing #I can’t even write to cope with the injustice happening to me because my keyboard is DUCKING DEAD #please. I just want to write. #I would eat a cough drop if that would recharge my keyboard rn or like. a tater tot dipped in cream of mushroom soup #i can’t control my tics rn. they’re absolutely horrible. I’m hurting my neck #and my poor fingers are so stressed out #I’m going to be completely incapable of holding anything int he gym tomorrow #tics #harleythealter #tics mention #physical tics #excuse the swearing #a mini rant #ranting #please save me from my *particular-ness*…