#I sure did put 'first time' by lucy dacus 'favorite crime' by olivia rodrigo 'so much (for) stardust' by fob AND 'midnight' by creeper

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.........Why did I structure this character playlist like this.

#it's just one act of violence against myself after another #I sure did put 'first time' by lucy dacus 'favorite crime' by olivia rodrigo 'so much (for) stardust' by fob AND 'midnight' by creeper #(along with some other ones that fuck me up) on the same playlist didn't I #(I mean. there are some fun songs too. but plenty of them are sad or otherwise very emotional and I can't listen to this playlist in #totality without becoming extremely emotionally compromised) #GEE I wonder who THIS character is that I'm talking about #can't have ANYTHING to do with where my mind has exclusively been for the past several months