#I neeeeeed to make more money but getting a job rn would be impossible w/ how much I have to unpack

[jinxy]

dying

I absolutely pulled something in my shoulder but. I was finally able to order refills on all of my meds and I had just enough money to scrape by and get some food I can actually eat. at the same time my mom keeps delaying important paperwork we have to joint file and it’s pissing me offffffff

#dis.txt #I neeeeeed to make more money but getting a job rn would be impossible w/ how much I have to unpack #and how fucking impossible it is to wrangle her into reasonable goals like. no you are not getting an engineering degree/career at 65+ #WITH a TBI and memory issues to boot. i’m not even being mean i just know the field she keeps talking abt and that’s nooooot safe 4 it #also she can’t have a constant sleep schedual or stop drinking to save her fucking life and i’m like. damn that’s why i was a shithead teen #I feel like a broken record but. this is so hard to go through and do mostly alone #i can feel myself isolating a bit more again b/c i don’t want to be annoying just b/c i’m in pain #but like. damn it’s so wild my ex knew this was the situation i’d get thrown back into. and still did That. to be polite What The Fuck Man