#I know classic poverty trauma symptom is like being unable to spend anything w/o guilt anyway but I feel like I’m bringing forth armageddon

[eeunwoo]

I need some reassurance do you think it would be reckless as a poor person to spend some of the loan money i get for school to spend on myself for non-school purposes next week

#like not transport or food I mean a treat or an album or smth stupid and capitalistic and materialistic while I’m there #I know classic poverty trauma symptom is like being unable to spend anything w/o guilt anyway but I feel like I’m bringing forth armageddon #by even THINKING about doing something for myself idk #mrow.org