#I just read a fic where HLY runs into ZZS post-TYK and it hurt me so much

[cryptidafter]

It's "foaming at the mouth about HLY being abandoned by all the people he held dear, living a long and lonely life as emperor, continuing to grieve the love of his life decades later until he dies alone" hours.

Knowing that both ZZS and JBY fucked off and ultimately found love and happiness is so bittersweet when I think about HLY mourning them! He thinks they're dead! That they're dead because of HIM! I imagine how much regret he must've had, thinking that his actions resulted in the loss of his closest companions.

Yes, it makes perfect sense narratively and I am also screaming crying and throwing up about it

#cryptid’s thoughts #I just read a fic where HLY runs into ZZS post-TYK and it hurt me so much #helian yi #qi ye #'ha I know I was supposed to have died but I'm alive & very happy with my life! Oh...JBY...yeah so tragic how he totally died RIP'