#I havent yet unpacked what this experience means beside being fucking gay LMAO

[dare-i-say-it]

Reading through various nsfw posts may give you an idea of things you are into but DAMN if it doesn't hit very differently when it actually happens. Thought I was a little into praise, thought it sounded cute and fun and that dog related terms were just a silly spin on it.

Then my boyfriend calls me a good boy, mostly as a joke. And suddenly every brain cell vacated the premises and I feel like an over-excited little puppy. I spent the rest of the day riding that high. "I am? I am his good boy!" I told him every productive thing I did for the rest of the day, silently begging for him to do it again. "Please, look at what I did! See? See how good I'm being?? It's all for you!" say it again, say it again, say it again! Oh if only you were here, I could show you just how good I can be!! I will kiss you, I will sit at your feet, I will do whatever you want because I am

such

a

good

boy!!

Just let me show you!

#I didnt say anything vulgar but this still feels very...nsft #I havent yet unpacked what this experience means beside being fucking gay LMAO #nsft #t4t mlm #nblm #praise k!nk #good boy