#I feel so disgusting and my chest hurts cuz obviously I panicked and my heartbeat freaked out

[campirebites]

I’m going to SOB I was using a rag and some isopropyl alcohol to remove the adhesive from my chest from the heart monitor I just had on and I lifted my shirt and there was a spider on me 😭

#I feel so disgusting and my chest hurts cuz obviously I panicked and my heartbeat freaked out #I’m so arachnophobic this is my worst fucking nightmare #and my brain can’t let go of the image #I’m shaking #and I lost it because I freaked out so I didn’t kill it #so I know it’s SOMEWERE #it was tiny which is good bc if it was big I’d be worse but the fact that it was pinky nail sized (including legs) is still NOT OK #my heart is still racing I’m still teary eyed this is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me 😭 #camshrieks