#I feel like an ugly ass slob whose girly tiny round face doesn’t match their wide fucking shoulders and torso

[h0neywheat]

wondering why im so tired and irritated at everything rn as if i didn’t have a very busy week. it’s like chronic pain and pmdd don’t care if what you did was fun, you feel like shit regardless

#can I live? #it’s so fucking stupid too because I want to get back into working out regularly again #but if this is how my body reacts to just casual walking around for a week then whatever #I feel like an ugly ass slob whose girly tiny round face doesn’t match their wide fucking shoulders and torso #I look like a freak and obnoxious and I hate it #my face belongs to some girl idk and my body is fine just not on me nothing matches and I want to claw my eyes out #I hate seeing myself in photos even if I look happy and it’s candid I’m just so weird looking #no one else sees it but I do nothing matches and it’s so gross why can’t I just look like what I think I look like #the mirror and every reflective surface has become my enemy #☀️.txt