#I chugged a monster and I’d rather not waste that ~2$ self medication and not be productive but

[the-wiggles]

Every time I add a silly little fic idea to my long list of things I’ll never get around to writing I ponder where I’d be if I didn’t make my personality for 5+ years around how much I hate writing

#and now I’m in college and writing is #different #but I hate being wrong but also now I wanna write but djcjdncjcnsndjc #atp I’d probably crack if I knew someone would want to read things I write or get any modicum of joy from it but alas #also I have absolutely zero time and mental availability to add yet another hobby but #I am a weak kindawoman #womanish even #I really really should be writing my essay due tomorrow but urgggggggg #I chugged a monster and I’d rather not waste that ~2$ self medication and not be productive but #silly little gay app and gay ideas and gay little people whomst I want to put in jars and protect but also emotionally torment bc I’m secr #secretly evil but not really but yes really #okokok instead I will put [historical figure] in a jar and absolutely dickride his writing despite the fact that he’s a misogynist bc #all the good he’s done outweighs the bad atp and this is literally the best piece of persuasive writing ever in the history of ever and mayb #maybe he deserves a little dickriding #as a treat #how the actual fuck did this tangent end here #oh well #shutupbeth