#I am. TRYING. my very best. to housesit. and not be upset about being Alone with chores for like 2.5 weeks

[void-tiger]

-alone for over a week then alone again

-lost my doc and had to scramble

-illness hated the weather

-98.99% chance I’m alone this christmas

-got chewed out via text for lowering the humidifiers becsuse the cold mist makes me feel even worse

So. How’s everyone else’s holidays going.

#tiger’s roar #family wank #…like. i was Finally feeling near baseline #with the humidifiers lower and staying in my room watching cdramas while voice calling a friend #so much for that #…nevermind I basically got told that my pain wasn’t That Bad #MOM. I couldn’t stand or walk without crying out in pain that Thankfully eased somewhat with sleep and a hot bath #(but I had to skip out on chorister) #I am. TRYING. my very best. to housesit. and not be upset about being Alone with chores for like 2.5 weeks #and ALONE on christmas (while anticipating it despite Promises Promises) #but. I still have a debilitating illness #and mist AWFUL aside?? guess what! it’d be physically less taxing if I could turn the humidifiers off!! #I still cannot wash my left hand without making it hurt like shit #from overwork and cold and mist #yEAH it’s dumb it’s so taxing for me. why do you think I hate being ill so much!