#I am unfortunately a cascoded deangirl with a casgirl cusp or whatever it is the astrology sheeple say

[tomatoluvr69]

Now finding out you watch Supernatural, I gotta know, did you watch up until the end of the show? Or did you stop at a certain season? Cause for me the minute the mom came back from the dead I said bye! I'm done. Especially since the whole point of the show was that the mom died and they were chasing the demon that killed her. But I think I left at a good time, cause apparently the dad came back from the dead too. So did you watch these things happen and continue or did you stop at a certain point?

WATCHED. WATCHED PAST TENSE. THIS IS VITALLY IMPORTANT. but tbh that shit never leaves you. Can one ever really be a former supernatural watcher????

Okay that being said I am unfortunately a completionist. I abandoned ship around 2015, caught up during a depressive episode that was drop-out-of-college and relapse severe around 2017, and then I went crazy when the omg destiel is canon from last nov breached containment and I watched the rest in fits and starts. I hated amara so I skipped a lot of those eps. And similarly I did not have an organic introduction to the character of Jack and I’m sorry to anyone who likes him but im certainly not going to pussyfoot around the feelings of any supernatural watchers here so im just gonna say it. Hated Jack. If the show wasn’t already ruined for me he’d have done it completely. And the mary stuff you’re so right to let that be the straw on your back tbh. At that point I was just a weary exhausted bundle of sunk cost fallacy and pandemic mental illness and didn’t really care but I rolled my eyes so hard at John’s one-ep redemption arc. I HAAATED Jack though soooo much.

So your answer is pretty much that i have unfortunately squandered an upsetting amount of my limited mortal tenure here watching splatter season supernatural. And I hated almost all of it but I love Dean Winchester so incredibly much and it’s always there, just latent. And also at certain times in my life I could have said ‘Castiel I’ll die for you’ in earnest. But I could write TOMES on how badly the show pissed itself for a decade and a half but it’s all already been said by people way more eloquent and passionate than I. Bottom line is this particular tumblr account is less than a year old but I am in fact a tumblr veteran of over a decade and got a purple heart from destiel queerbaiting and can’t even think about Dean being kebabed on a rusty nail and never mentioning Cas again or I’ll become da joker baby

#I am unfortunately a cascoded deangirl with a casgirl cusp or whatever it is the astrology sheeple say #spn mention #again I’m not being facetious someone wants that and I respect that sooo deeply #asks