#I also slept in later than usual bc my neighbors kept me awake till 3am with loud fucking jazz music

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I love when autism makes ur whole day upsetting when it's a completely normal day for anyone else simply bc your routine was thrown off multiple times

#had to work w people I usually don't work with esp on closes and that already made it uncomfortable routine wise #I also slept in later than usual bc my neighbors kept me awake till 3am with loud fucking jazz music #so it's my own fault I slept in but I still didn't get my Morning Routine of an episode of spn and chilling #and then usually on sundays eliot goes grocery shopping w his parents while I'm at work but bc of some miscommunication #I ended up going instead of him After work #and other stuff I'm simply sgshdhsjshss I am Struggling #I'm so tired of needing routines I would like to be done w autism any time now #I used to think I didn't need routines but any time my routine is off the gorilla in my brain starts shaking its cage angrily