#I HATE BEING SENTIENT RAHHH RAHHH

[gongedtornado]

help girl i got too silly <\3 (overthought every interaction ever)

#im okay i think #(lying) #hoooh boy #ill be alr but girl (/gnc) what the fuck is this #nahh i could’ve had a NORMAL FUNCTIONING brain but yknow what i got instead ? #a sentient lump of meat. that likes to imagine scenarios that will *never* happen and form ideas of what people think of it #even if like. yknow. ITS IRRATIONAL AS FUCK AND LIKELY WRONG ABOUT EVERYTHING #see. if i was a house cat i wouldnt have to worry bout this shit . just be kitty. lick paw. take nap. eat. in whatever order i desire. #oh and be silly and cute. #‘’embarrassing myself in front of a customer? overthinking what a coworker said?’’ #‘’eeerm. oh? you wanted to carry on about your day?’’ #‘’too bad. here’s the underlying feeling of dread for the next few hours. have fun!’’ #I HATE BEING SENTIENT RAHHH RAHHH #I COULD HAVE BEEN A LITTLE GUY DOING LITTLE THINGS. WHAT IS THIS!!!! WHAT THE FUCK! #i know i should be a big guy and act like it. but sometimes you gotta like. be a little insane. #okay anyways anxiety rant over. if for some reason you read my rant while i was Probably loosing my mind um. #1. i am sooo sorry you had to witness my illposting #2. i give you a little smooch (/p) for sticking with me . I bite you . (/pos) #kazzy complains #me when im cringe on main