#I AM FURY AND ANGER AND MOTHERFUCKING SPITE I AM NOT GONNA SEETHE QUIETLY AND NEATLY AND BE STILL

[mocacheezy]

Having sensory issues that you haven't quite registered as proper, real and VALID issues yet can be real interesting. For example;

Me, overwhelmed and fuming with rage and anxiety: How can I fuckity fuck make this better?

*remembers that sunlight and seeing what's outside can make people feel less claustrophobic ergo lowering anxiety*

*forgets that bright lights and colors are a sensory FUCK NO when overwhelmed*

*partially opens the window shutters*

*closes the window shutters*

#i have never been more grateful to not be a smoker because I have been pacing up and down the room and FUMING #fuck apps and fuck technology AND FUCK CUSTOMS AND FUCK ALL OF THIS SHIET #AND ESPECIALLY!!! ESPECIALLY FUCK PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY CAN MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT AND NOT FACE CONSEQUENCES!!!!!!!! #ever since I've been told that anger/rage can be a good source of energy if you sirect it right I've been trying to harness that #BITCH LETS FUCKING GO TIME TO WRITE FUCKING EMAILS WITH BREAKS OF SCREAMING AND TEETH GNASHING #FOLLOWED BY STABBING FABRIC AND HISSING #I AM FURY AND ANGER AND MOTHERFUCKING SPITE I AM NOT GONNA SEETHE QUIETLY AND NEATLY AND BE STILL #I GOT BONES TO SCRUB BITCHES LETS FUCKITY FUCK GO #moca grumbles #vent #sensory issues #my therapist will be hearing about this #I haven't had an appointment in a few weeks now and OH BOY OH BOY AM I GONNA HAVE SOME STRATEGIES FOR HER #WE ARE GONNA BE FOCUSING ON SHIET AND I'LL PROBS BE CALMER THEN #BUT. THAT IS. ABOUT A FUCKING THREE WEEKS AWAY. #SO I AM JUST GONNA LOG OFF FOR NOW AND SCREAM AS I WRITE THE STUPID SHIT THAT IS MAKING ME SHAKE WITH ANXIETY #FUCK IT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE #and bless the golks who uploaded these gifs DAFFY MC FUCKER GETS IT #THAT FUCKING EPISODE WAS SHIET FOR HE AND I AM GONNA BE YELLING WABBIT SEASON @ SHIT