#HE SHOULDNT HAVE HAD FRIENDS INMIDDLE SCHOOL. HE NEEDS TO BE LONELY FOREVER. FOR THE THEMES.

[tamaharu]

actually as i reread my old horimiya wip i realize that its good, and i like it, and i would probably enjoy working on it more, but unfortunately two things would get in my way in doing so. one, id have to reread horimiya a little bit. and i did not enjoy horimiya enough for that. and two, while i almost managed to hit at it as i wrote, its lacking its thematic center. sometimes im writing something just to have characters interact (re: nico;annabeth) but for the horimiya wip, its narrowly missing its purpose, which is frustrating because thats how i feel about the original horimiya manga. if i were to finish it, id need to restructure it a bit, to really get at the point im trying to make. but since im probably not going to, heres the point right here: sometimes, when you are alone for a long time, you learn to take pride and pleasure in your loneliness. you learn to enjoy self-sufficiency. you learn to recoil from love. you cannot do this, or else you will be alone forever. my final message to the world goodbye.

#i love talking to a brick wall nobody cares about this but me hi. #i could FIX horimiya #HE SHOULDNT HAVE HAD FRIENDS INMIDDLE SCHOOL. HE NEEDS TO BE LONELY FOREVER. FOR THE THEMES. #AND HER DAD SHOULDNT BE AROUND MAKE THEM DIVORCE THEY NEED TO DIVORCE FOR THE THEMES!!!!!!! GRINDS MY TEETH INTO DUST