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#GUHHGGGHGH
ittybittybumblebee
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12 days
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i want to see exactly how many people actually have thought i am for research because ive gotten this quite a few times from different people i just wanna see how far it goes
#please understand while im not doubting so much now im not going to base off everything by peoples perceptions of my online behavior but
#i feel like it does give good insight
#i just always have a little hesitation in me because i feel like no one can get a full scope or honest picture of myself to Know me enough
#to say that i can trust their opinion of me without knowing me enough in that sense
#gahh. cuz i always feel like im doing Just Fine Enough i feel normal enough but im not guhh.
#GUHHGGGHGH
#it literally wouldnt change anything for me. like im autistic . ok! shrugs my shoulders. i cope i cant to anything more to help myself
#than that
#do u guys get it. do i have to go eat bricks or do u guys get it. my internal struggle. im like sisyphus
#i cant trust other peoples opinions of my and i cant trust my own perceptions
#while of course self diagnosis is a wonderful thing i dont want to put a name on myself that serves me no purpose
#autism is awesome but do i deserve that title when dont feel like i own it wether i am autistic or not
#im just so conflicted.
#do you get it. do you get me. am i being reasonable . am i just fighting a truth about myself or are my doubts realistic. but the Evidence.
#im so tired
#i do not wanna b one of those tiktok girlies saying theyr hyperfixated on cooking pasta
#Now do you get me
#all my long winded rabbit trail rambles out of me before i finally get to my one point condensed conclusion
#and now i just cant delete the rest of my tags because of all my time spent on them
#enjoy my indentity crisis lol
#i Might delete some of these tags later
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goblinflu
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3 years
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back at it again at krispy kreme [my bones themselves evaporate and i am left as the lifeless husk of an artist]
#i literally have to lay things out like this in video format for my own brain or i can’t put together how timing is supposed to work
#thumbnails and shit don’t work for the way my brain thinks and it is INFURIATING i have to use TEXT :oooh:
#also this is my baby pascal they r a fruit bat and a butcher
#sourz artz
#art wip
#GUHHGGGHGH animating hard.
#animation wip
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