#Clearly in process of chundering or trying to chunder? I have no idea if I was successful

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#I was gonna chuck this under a read more but can't seem to do that on mobile anymore rip #Uhhhhhhhhhh #Got too drunk again on Sunday! I would say idk how but I did uhh only eat one brioche that day so I guess it was a nailbreaker moment again #(nailbreaker I at least was having jager and classics at tho. Even if I did only eat a singular panini that day) #Anyway my memory straight up cuts out not too long after writing on the ceiling I think I remember going back inside the main venue bit? #I think I remember drunkenly trying to pit for gw but I really don't remember is just a very very hazy memory of seeing zoe #And then nothing until I'm very aware of being very alone in the toilets #Clearly in process of chundering or trying to chunder? I have no idea if I was successful #I was just suddenly very aware of how very cold and very alone I felt #And then Z was there trying to help and then he ordered an uber #I remember asking the driver to pull over so I could try chundering I remember feeling so embarrassed abt that #I was fine tho didn't chunder got to train station #I remember the train wasn't moving was held for ages so just stuck chatting and being v v drunk #On a very busy train I feel so bad for everyone else on that train we were probably so annoying #Uhhh then we weren't in London anymore and was so cold and I didn't have my hoodie it was at the venue (still too embarrassed to go back) #Then another uber to a 24 hr store that was in fact closed lol #Long walk chicken and chips sitting on kitchen floor #I think I was talking about evil Megan for some reason and we were like we should probably sort out spare room #And then we just got lazy so was like fine we can share a bed it's cool we can be normal about that for sure #(hashtag lol hashtag cringe) #crouch speaks #Id sobered up a lot at that point but was like yknow what sure why not lol when z asked #The ace flag on the wall right next to his bed hashtag lol #(nothing interesting to say here) #Idk next day just a lot of sleeping lol like I think I spent near entire day either taking a nap or trying to take a nap #Was nice if very very cold there #Journey back sucked but my fault for leaving at prime students going home time straight into rush hour time #Idk I know it's my fault for not eating but still feels so strange to me that I blacked out that severely that suddenly #I remember buying 3 doubles #Z got me like 3 singles. Which isn't usually what Id consider severe black out amounts