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[rebelbrat]

anyway my spiritual life has been just as wild as what’s been going on in the rpc. the tl;dr:

#word of god™. || tian speaks #it's lilith #apparently she had some eyes emoji at that post i did about her #so when i accidentally reached out to her BOOM THERE SHE WAS #(chuckles) am i in danger? #CXVLKJDFLKSFJDLSKFJ #i don’t talk much about spirituality like this because i’m worried people will think i’ve lost my mind but #just a few observations #SHE IS NOT NEAR AS NICE AS GOD\ #SHE IS A FORCE TO BE RECKONED WITH #and honestly i kinda like that about her\ #she told me if i ever abandoned my principles as a lawyer she’d blind me #and then when i got scared she was like ‘you’re kidding yourself if you think god wouldn’t do the same thing’ #added ‘i don’t care if it ruins your dream of being a writer if you become corrupt you don’t deserve to have that dream’ #also that doing unethical things as a lawyer for money because i’m afraid of having to live with my mom again is not an excuse #she also hated tobias (just like how i headcanoned about her) #though she thought he was entertaining as a character #told me she really wanted to hurt him #and that my headcanon he went blind #and had to replace one of his eyes with a mechno eye bc he pissed her off #WAS NOT ENOUGH 😂 #also actual things she said about tobias not being out as genderfluid: #‘she needs to grow a pair and get out of the closet’ #GUESS WHAT PLOT I’M GONNA DO WITH TOBI AS SOON AS I’M ABLE #her as i was writing this: ‘that’s right get her out of the damn closet’ #she also sensed how i’d wished TERRIBLE harm on people in the past and straight up CHALLENGED me like #‘have you really changed or is the only reason you don’t work with me to curse people because you’re afraid of the consequences?’ #me: ‘well god can see i’ve changed’ #her: ‘I’M NOT GOD’ #ETA: whoops too many tags on this post i better put this in a separate post