#But day 5 yesterday was spent feeling like all system collapse lol. It’s why I won’t take a full time position here. Too brutal

[inga-don-studio]

Well my body sure did take the adage “if you don’t schedule time for rest then your body will do it for you whether it’s convenient or not” to heart with a vengeance. (I’m sure I butchered the saying but whatever)

#🎃 Cryptid Sighting #Dizzy as fuck rn so there’s no way I’m going in to move & operate big heavy & dangerous equipment tonight #I had the feeling I was going down this road - I was already exhausted after day 4 (which- given it’s part time- should be the max workweek #But day 5 yesterday was spent feeling like all system collapse lol. It’s why I won’t take a full time position here. Too brutal #Like- I have the stamina & strength of an ox up to a certain point #But past that point of justified exhaustion & it’s catastrophic failure. Whole body gangs up on me & starts violently falling apart #I’ve said it before but I don’t know when to chill or regulate effort. I push myself at full capacity until I mentally/physically burnout #So if I don’t have to go in for jury duty tomorrow I’ll finally have time to relax & rest a little! #So yippee I guess? #Ok back to bed