#Autocomplete doesn't believe me when I type shit 🙄

[creepyscritches]

I'm going to be interviewing for a position move I've been dying to get into since I started my career and I'm 🥺 my superiors almost tailored the position to me before ever talking to me abt if I was interested and I've had two different employees (one mine and one on our sister team) independently reach out to ask if I was going for the position--one of them even told her supervisor that she and the other hiring manager should pick me for the role 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I love my job.....

#Creepy chatter #It's not even a case of 'I need to move for more money or better conditions' #I'm so cozy and happy in my current role but I wanna have more responsibility and bandwidth to look out for my guys #In a more official capacity at least. I already body block goofy shit before it gets to my team #Literally the first job I've had where the money feels secondary 😭 I'm surrounded by such intelligent good people every day dudes... #Literally at least 15 people a day would be keen to hear me infodump on various cancers bc I'm a fucking freak that loves oncology #And we got someone like that abt obstetrics (gods strongest warrior frfr...) and ophthalmology etc etc #AND? I can use my critical care knowledge w/o having to work heartbreaking ICU records all day #Coding 6 separate teen suicide attempts in a week + having to read the family/MD care discussions literally darkened my brain it was awful #Eventually I got numb to most of it but idk. I was good at it sure but I didn't like feelin like I was losin my emotional depth for tragedy #Now my knowledge is repurposed to explain what documented vent dependence looks like vs a pt being on a vent #Or like sepsis protocols to show activity status (like taking a repeat lactate every 6hrs or parental abx) #Bc none of that is really smth you can learn outside the specialty--not that deep at least. #Gather round my little colleagues I'm so excited to talk abt how urosepsis is not true sepsis and then Q/A on blood cancers :3 #No emotionally devastating records needed! #Suicide cw #jic--I know I've worked in some traumatic specialties #Oops lol *parenteral abx #Autocomplete doesn't believe me when I type shit 🙄