#And more people notice than I realize I’m sure!! But. GSHSHDJDHJSD it’s hard to get out of my head

[starswirly]

[ * Pros of self indulgent art: making what you crave and want to see in the world! ] [ * Cons: It’s not everyone’s niche ]

#Random Ramblings #And it’s totally fine! #It just stings when I have to remind myself of the fact I am in a very very niche area #Like being really proud of something and how it looks #posting it and the only people who pay it mind is like. Mutuals. #Okay this all sounds really ungrateful and bitter and I’m not!! I appreciate the fact that even one person is seeing it and bothering to #interact in a small way #But I create and post to SHARE these things I enjoy #and it feels like sometimes like I’m one of those newspaper boys in movies where they’re shouting and everyone is just running by #And more people notice than I realize I’m sure!! But. GSHSHDJDHJSD it’s hard to get out of my head #vent #the tags are #kinda