#And it was so sudden and so ... no consideration for anyone but himself when Paddy made it to Dublin.

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I thought so often about Paddy meeting Angus again, ever since the Derry Trio became a concept god knows when. Like. For YEARS I had a thousand different possibilities in my head. Even wrote one that is now lost to time. And the one I wrote tonight, who said that that one is canon. But it is the product of a long, long journey in my head and that is a journey that will continue long after, until I've forgotten all of my OCs.

#and it is the first iteration where I really confronted the fact that Paddy and Angus had changed #like of course I knew that and factored it in. But still a lot of their interactions felt like the talks they have back in the 80s #This one doesn't. And it rarely reflects their default talks nevermind that the default dynamic is missing one crucial piece #THAT is the other thing. The past is dead and buried in Derry because Kilian died in a car crash. Lost and frozen forever. #There are only the Kilians now that exist in their heads but no original anymore. #He'd be so bitter still if he was alive. For good reasons. I'm not sure this Kilian would want anything to do with Paddy. #He's been so betrayed. Everyone left him. At least Angus came back. But Paddy? His best friend? Walked out. #And it was so sudden and so ... no consideration for anyone but himself when Paddy made it to Dublin. #As if Kilian's flat also just hadn't been bombed. As if he wasn't going through the same shit as Paddy. #storie nostre #paddy #angus #alexa play both things we lost in the fire by bastille and uwe & heiko by zugezogen maskulin