#And I can be told that I should not care about being pallatable for society a million times it will not change that I do want to be that

[anglerflsh]

#[.art] #self #not exactly a pride post this is more a ''I don't want to be doing this'' post? #I don't know I think being around people in my class just shows me how much the internet is a bubble about these things. #people still are very much homophobic and me being out as queer in my school is only fine because I don't talk to people/ #/or at least because I'm first to make light of it. #The climate here requires an amount of making yourself socially acceptable- to be a good example let's say -because there are consequences #and it makes me- you know that comic going around? about the rabbits and wolves? Yeah. #And I can be told that I should not care about being pallatable for society a million times it will not change that I do want to be that #I know many people are empowered by being combative and loud and by not taking steps down about their identity and it's great for them! #I'd just rather not. I'm not living down the God I Want To Be Integrated In Society allegations I guess :/ #I'm never getting that but you know. I can dream /j