#Also rambling but trying to shift my brain back to talon al interactions is backfiring a bit in the sense of like

[smoocheys]

have an idea for a drawing i just need to figure out the composition and. time and energy to do it

#al is involved in this one. smile. all 3 of em are #so i need to figure out how to format the second shot....hmmmmm #0253c #Also rambling but trying to shift my brain back to talon al interactions is backfiring a bit in the sense of like #Idk. Im sketching this drawing out and feeling kind of gross. Like why is skunker there 😭 #But then again before nyalon was made and i started focusing on skunker i was also kind of grossed out by him #Focusing on him made me think of him as hot for like 2 seconds now its leaving me #Like. He's me. He's sexless and unappealing 💀 especially compared to The Actual Guys #Idk. But yeah thats another hurdle in the way of completing this #Ill imagine talon and al as my 2 bfs all day but as soon as i have to draw em #+ actually think about how cringy it is to draw twoooo whole hot men enjoying stuff with me/my sona .... #So embarrassing. Feels gross 😞 humiliating #Once again in that ''ewwwww he wants sex lmao'' shame pit