#AND I WAS LIKE .... YYEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[soranker]

my girlfriend

#trigun #trigun maximum #nicholas d wolfwood #i saw a tweet the other day that was like. do u ever like a character SO MUCH that u feel shy/embarrassed even drawing them #AND I WAS LIKE .... YYEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #yall dont even kno how hard i cringe at myself whenever i post abt this guy.. but i power thru OTL #these r a few weeks old btw ive been busy so i havent gotten to draw him in like a month and it feels so JHDSGF&UY EIY$NU&RHGFJDG!@JFHBD #save me. save me nicholas d wolfwood #why did i write all of this DO U SEE WHAT I MEANN my head is in my hands rn

[spider-man-2o99]

another Important Interaction from sm2099 v1 issue #10 between miguel and his mother, conchata

#talking tag #spider-man 2099 #spiderman 2099 #miguel o'hara #conchata o'hara #marvel #comics #comic panels #abuse tw #the writing plays it 4 comedy at times? but Yes getting hit nd constantly talked down 2 by ur mom is in fact still abuse when youre an Adult #anywayhs. conchata is a really interesting character and the only reason i dont talk about her More is bcause she reminds me of My mom. . #...so. Yyeah. haha. not a one-to-one comparison but also . Woof. #ANYWAYS. small details that can b gleaned from this: mig doesnt like cigarettes (king). he also Doesnt Flinch or seem surprised at all. #i think if miguel grew his hair out long hed have his moms big ol ringlet curls

[skunkes]

i love rmemembering i can just draw however forevrer

#a doodley #sometimes all black lines is fun animal #dude do you know how hard it was to hold back on giving him a tongue piercing cheye your ocs cant all ahve a tongue piercing #this is so crazy but one of my goals with talons appearance sometimes is to make him look like #those fucking pictures of axl rose and mickey rourke and daniel craig where they look like lesbians #DO U KNOW WHAT I MEAN #im not saying i actively went for that here btw im just saying it bc i saw those pics on my twitter tl rn and its like. yyeah #i want younger talon to look like nice bench press bro she let me hit bc i look like a girl #and some forms of older talon to look like one half of ''lesbian couple who own an antique shop in portland'' #ok i want to sleep now

[noctude]

ok im going to listen to boygenius

#ive been holding out #for no reason at all #but if i dont then what kind of gay music nerd can i claim to be #also i keep seeing photos and videos of them on instagram and being like okay yyeah. i get it.

[daisychainsandbowties]

Ava being called pretty boy by bea got me feeling some typa way because when is it gonna be my turn😩🥺

don’t worry i’ll call you pretty boy 😌😳🥰

#you can be pretty boy anon if you want 😌 #but yeag. bea calling ava pretty boy is… yyeah. something #‘anon’ got me with that it was like trying to write through seven layers of longing after i read that #it’s the gender of someone grabbing a fistful of your hair. bea’s accent… anyway it’s all normal over here #i’m not sure that pretty boy sounds as good in my irish accent but like. if hozier said it you know?

[denieatsart]

Is it normal to be Kind Of scared of sleeping because of weird dreams that happen more and more ofte as time goes by like . is this a thing most people have gone through at least once

#deni talks #not undertale for once #The dreams are happening a lot more often than befoore #Like i used to rarely ever dream now it's like almost everh night and they're kinda upsetting more often now #And it's getting weird #Bringing more people i know irl in #Like my brother #I almost cried after last night #Should i like #Mention this to my counselor when i see her agan #Yyeah probably #anyways im done now #Bye lol

[duckzz]

dude i love life right now. like i can make myself a strawberry milkshake??? AND pancakes??? AND enjoy fresh strawberries??? AND listen to silly goofy live songs recording by my favorite silly goofy satanic band??? AND give kisses to my cat at the same time??? i call that self care 🫶

AND YOU SHOULD DO SOMETHING NICE TO YOURSELF TOO TODAY CUZ YOU FUCKING DESERVE IT <3🫵

#living my best life #like yyeah i forgot to take my meds last night and my head hurts #and i have period cramps #but also my milkshake has WIPED CREAM in it SO WHAT ARE U GONNA DO ABOUT IT >:)

[heynowisavedyouright]

OF COURSE ash was trying to play all sides that mf (explosion noises) swagdoons are insane. ive heard of the comfort stream bc i read ur fic so all i know is Stuff Goes Down (thanks for ur desc and clips btw i appreciate it <3)

oh youre welcome !!!!!!! love talking about that $tuff they Are ju$t $traight up in$ane . comfort $tream i$ a fever dream im $till not $ure HOW we got that . i Need the . FUUCKKKKK . im going to .

li$ten . the comfort $tream went into my hou$e and killed me dead and im going to thank it for that for month$

LITERALLY one of red$ fir$t reaction$ when it come$ to a$h on life$teal i$ remembering team chao$ leaving him day of the clean$ing . loyalty clip . thi$ one clip i finally had time to cut out $o i could $tick it into my yt $wagdoon$ playli$t ( hi ) and al$o my yt $wagdoon$ playli$t but chronologic ( hey there ) . and then i have to go out and $ay a$h apologi$ing for betraying him two minute$ into the conver$ation i$ one of the LE$$ FUCKED UP THING$ THEY DID THERE ???????? WHAT .

red wdym youre a$king if you want to wor$hip him . what do you MEAN you dont need anything metaphorical for it " like a path to heaven , but a phy$ical incentive " . im going to blow up . im going to find your ba$e reddoon$ and then im going to blow up THERE . what do you mean they find the other the mo$t unkillable player on life$teal . w , hat do you mean a$h could never kill him .

a$h$wag $niffing noi$e$ oh you $mell like you died recently ? fuckoff

#feltixanswers #swagdoons #i thought i $witched over to boo$fer$ experiment and that made me at lea$t a little le$$ in$ane about thi$ $tream i wa$ wrong #$o funny to $ee it all from zam$ per$pective btw . like yyeah . were all third wheeling . dont gotta rub it in

[yume-fanfare]

something something the fact that hajime and mitsuru more or less assume and understand that ra*bits are going to follow different paths probably sooner rather than later but are also the two that want it to happen less

#both mitsuru and hajime have rejected Huge offers in favor of being idols......... #and. tomoya doesn't really want to be a cute idol #nazuna is in college #and has already made the point that. they're going to grow up and eventually they won't fit the cute image anymore #mitsuru is getting more roles as a cool guy in dramas and has become fairly popular on his own #hajime is the one who's sticking more to the cute line of work #anddd (i glance at bishoujo senpai) #back in sweet halloween tomoya and hajime already collided over this #and the conclusion was that while they were going to follow different paths they would always stay together for now #but like ññññ (glances at romantic comedy) #but mhmm (i glance at hajime's !! 4* fs where it's said they don't talk as much bcs tomoya has a lot of acting work n hajimes solo work #and hajime is taking it p well and encouraging him) #sanctuary. i understand the situation was different as there was some perceived real danger #and in the beginning hajime does have that 'we may be separated now but our hearts are always together' mentality (lol) but. yyeah. #i still think that experience has gotta have made him worse #(i glance at the imminent hajime center) #(i glance at the future tomoya center) #(i glance at the new years stream) #bunny angst time maybe #can we get bishoujo in game pl- #enstars #how to ra*bits #mar's midnight rambles

[marcusagrippa]

hi hello bad rewritten poem-ish. drops it and runs

---

drenched in scarlet yet to be spilled, 

your hands shake. more than his. you’re scared. 

it’s stupid, really, isn’t it? to be so scared for such a man. there’s nothing special about him, 

no reason you should care whether he lives or dies, 

other than the fact he is the sun. 

son.

sun.

there's no difference, not anymore. 

there is a thin line drawn in blood between devotion and obsession,

loyalty and love,

and you should not cross it. you should not want to cross it.

a fat bead of sweat rolls down his temple as he cries out. he is shaking. he is dying. 

let him. it would be better that way, wouldn’t it? 

better to watch as his skin pales, his limbs go limp, his cries fall silent. 

better to watch as those constellations you have found etched onto every inch of his skin, 

engraved into his skull, tattooed over his heart, finally blink out. 

leave him. either he will not live to see the dawn break, 

or he will be the dawn breaking, or he is only hours away from killing 

the last shard of hope that the dawn has left to spear the endless night with. 

there is no going back now. 

you have found a pretty monster to pledge yourself to, haven’t you? 

golden curls, fanned out on the pillow. like a halo. like he’s gone already.

but you can see the blood caked under his fingernails still, 

you can hear the screams of those he has butchered. those you have butchered, you 

idiot, why didn’t you stop him? it’s because you’re a loyal little bitch, isn’t it? 

you always come back when he calls you to heel. you are the one with the teeth,

tearing and biting and ripping a blood-soaked path to empire for him to walk.

you could kill him. 

put a stop to all this. it would be a mercy, really - he’s already half-dead. 

take that pillow. smother him. he’ll smother himself if you won’t, 

drowning under the weight of his own ambition. 

hurry up and do it! you wouldn’t have to see his eyes, then, 

and his pleading would be muffled, and you wouldn’t have to hear 

as he chokes on his honeyed words, 

unfulfilled promises too sweet, sticking in his throat. 

but you can’t. can you? because you love him.

i’ll say it if you won’t. you love him, because who wouldn’t? 

he’s perfect, isn’t he? or maybe you're just blind. blind and weak, 

bound to crumble at the slightest touch of his hand, the gentlest word, the softest command. 

weak. poison in your mind. 

your hands grip his wrists as he thrashes, muscles spasming,

yelling wordlessly. and then your fingers are down his throat, his teeth biting into your skin

as you try to stop his own tongue from suffocating him. this is the closest you’ll ever get, 

something inside you realises. the closest you’ll get to being inside him. 

and you want to kill that part of you, kill it dead because you are not so depraved, are you,

to be thinking such things at a time like this?

but you are.

you are a savage at heart. at least, that's what they say.

a beast at his command, a monster born backward, clawing its way up from the dirt. 

you will always be his dog,

nothing more, nothing less. left begging for scraps

as he sets his sights on greater things than you. 

he coughs around your hand and you feel him hack up blood,

coating your fingers with the stuff. lick it. it's the closest you'll get to tasting him. 

and that way there will be a part of him in you forever. if he is the sun

you are his moon, his mirror, his shade, a pale reflection of his grandeur.

you stare at the blood on your fingers and wonder how the son of a god could be so fragile,

so human.

 even gods cannot escape their flesh unless you eat it for them. 

and he has eaten, yes, he has already eaten,

picked dry the bones of a dictator and vomited forth a half-digested image of the divine.

just a taste. he won't mind. 

a finger pressed to your lips. the tang of iron. blood of heroes, blood of tyrants, 

blood of kings.

his breathing softens, eyes opening, pale and blue and scared,

and there is an ache in your chest that you cannot quite place.

he says your name, a prayer whispered from his lips, and you shatter.

weak.

he does not love you, not like you love him. but he needs you.

and that is close enough, isn't it?

so you hold his hands, small and mortal, and the dawn does not break. not today.

today, it dies, a little more than a hundred metres away from you,

speared on its own sword and gushing lifeblood onto hands forever unclean.

#edited version of a thing i posted ages ago and then deleted out of embarrassment. hiii sorry if you saw this a few months ago already #but here it is again. i hope it is atleast *slightly* less pretentious now. jlrrts awesome epic awesome sonnet inspired me to post it again #do you know how many times i had to remove the word dog from this stupid thing.. past me i promise not everything has to be a dog metaphor! #(its still more dog-y than id like and definitely not as good as j want it to be. but hwatever literally who give a shit) #anyway! they. yyeah. shitty devotion thoughts idk. #guys tag #jase writes

[ink-asunder]

Class of 09 makes me feel so normal /gen.

Like, it's not JUST realistic writing. It's that when I was a teen, I told outrageous lies about sex and drugs and unreasonably cruel treatment. Just like, for attention and to get out of trouble and as a way of coping with the REAL traumatic shit I was going through. Most of the time it was just exploratory behavior! (Idk if THAT'S usual for teens, but I have autism and psychosis, which can incentivise exploratory behavior.) And finally seeing THAT represented in such a mundane slice of life style of story kinda helped me stop repressing and forgive myseld about that shit. Yeah it was wrong, but I was a fucking traumatized teen, and a pretty normal teen on top of that. I'm not going to hell for that shit, yknow?

#when i became a young adult i hung out with a LOT of much more progressive people #and i always felt judged and inferior because just Normal Teen Behavior was SO fucking evil to them. #yyeah it was wrong to be bigoted and mean as a teenager but like. i think ur shame should be directly proportional to your impact. #and then they called ME fake for having the southern 'howdy' attitude. like. you guys literally lie and make nice #yall are fake as shit #anyway holding down with other (vastly peronally improved) rural kids really healed me as well. #we go from talkin abt social equity and needing to dismantle systems and fund support systems for marginalized and disprivileged communities #to reminiscing about wanting to stab ppl when we were 14 and it is so good for my healing acrually #🦌 #posting on main cuz a couple of my mutuals will be interested i think

[bewby]

he reached out to me and told me why he blocked me and he was so nice to me and he talked about us needing distance and i understand him it just really made me sad so much to see yesterday but he really wa sso nice and k'm crying and i mean god i can't deal with it still haha it makes me so sad but i know it's also needed and it doesn't diminish the like. amount of love and appreciation we have for eachother when we say we need distance. he also said something along the lines of. i know you in my bones. i literally started sobbing so much man jdjddhjf he's the only person i have ever felt such a deep connection with like the way we know and understand eachother literally is indescribable we can literally understand eachother without us even having to say anything . so it's so fucking much . and i can't register anything bur. i'm happy he reached out o me jdjjdjdjd. i love him. and we need distance. it's true. we're both going through it and it will help us. but of course it's alot to deal with . and of course we atill have a lot of love for eachother so it's gonna be difficult . ahjgkgnfdj. oh man

#he called me by my nickname too i can't share it caus it's my real name but in a way that is written funny and cutely KFJDJJD but. yyeah #ok i need to like . eat and calm down. haha

[sangfielle]

if yyou think incest is funny in any capacityyyou genuinely need to blow your braisn out i cannor believe that kurtis conner got as popylar as he is among the tyhprs of people he did. excspt it really sogupdnt really be syrprising we are literally always a spectacle and a laughingstockcfor people lucky enough to be uninvolved.

#isnt it grreat. and of courseh e ties it inro a specific type of classism i am also affected by. #like. yyeah. man. yoire rifht. getting (whirring) right outsideof some stupid fuckinv cornfields was rewlly funny. #lets all laugh now. #sorry if i seem partocularly sensitive right now. its. just. um. lol. #personal #rape mention #incest mention #this is realy. loke. uncalled for. overshwring. i am aware. im sure when om in my right mind tomorrow #i will feel extrmely gross abouthaving said tgis. but whatever.

[thevanishedpeople-intothenight]

All of my ocs have some kind of addiction

#henry: s/h (recovering) #hyacinth: smoking (just staring... again. this is like the third time) #eiure: smoking #hec: alcohol #hershel: when they were a person they had a horrible addiction to stimulants #ill add more when i think of em #oh yyeah #somn: alcohol #sam: opiates

[pastasaladman]

KUBZ SCOUTS AND SOUTHAPRK CROSSOVER POSTED THE LORD HAS BLESS US TODAY!!!

#i may be like wayy to old for it #but i love gaming contnet SO MUCH OMG #also yyeah ik the new southpark game kinda sucks #uhhh TSOT and FBW >> Snow Day #how do people tag?!?!?

[voidcoretxt]

oh that last post reminded me of honda by david shawty . that songs okay

#its not like Good but i really like the line if she tells me she loves me im a goner . yyeah #voidcore.txt