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[asterkurayami]

Finding Unicorn ~ ShinWoo ~ Lovesick Lab Blind Box ~ Love Hazard

(Happens to look like Abomination Magic 🦉🏡 which I enjoy)

#Lovesick lab #finding unicorn #shinwoo #shin woo #ghost bear #vinyl #toy #art toy #owl house vibes #20230412

[shinitainya]

男女が付き合っていく中で、身体の関係も男女としての関係を続けていく中では必要な事なのだと最近感じるようになった。(もちろん人それぞれ考え方はあるけど)

好きな人と過ごしていく中で、行為の回数が減っていくと、それと同時に相手の事を行為の対象として見る事が減っていく。正確には、見れなくなっていく、、、？そうすると、行為がないだけなのに、相手に対する気持ちが分からなくなっていってしまう。今それに陥っていて大変困っている。少し前まで行為はあくまで気持ちの延長線上にあるものであって、なくても少なくても成り立つものだと考えていた。だから、行為と気持ちが同じ重さになっている人の考え方が分からなかったけど、なんとなく分かるような気がする。好きな筈なのに、行為の対象としてはなんとなく気持ち悪さがあって、だけど自分の中では相手が好きな気持ちがあるから、二つの気持ちが矛盾していて本当の自分の気持ちは一体なに？状態。

よく、長く付き合った恋人や夫婦だと「家族になってしまって行為の対象として見れなくなった」という理由でレスになる事を聞くけど、私の場合は彼に対して家族という気持ちは全くないので尚分からなくなってしまう。

していない期間が長くなるとだめね。その時の気持ちが思い出せなくなってより遠くなっていく。

#日記 #ひとりごと #20230412

[theheadlesshearseman]

#Life Episodes #Season 140.1 #20230406 #20230407 #20230408 #20230409 #20230410 #20230411 #20230412 #20230413 #20230414 #20230415 #JD 2460041—2460050 #I-70 #US-20 #OH-48 #PA-465 #3/10 #5/10 #6/10 #7/10 #8/10

[nhdiary]

#20230412 #jeju city #jeju

[wonsolsoon]

Vernon for SEVENTEEN (세븐틴) 10th Mini Album 'FML' Official Photo 𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧, 𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐟𝐢𝐭, 𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭

☁️ 2023.04.24 6PM (KST) ☁️ 2023.04.24 5AM (ET)

#vernon #hansol vernon chwe #seventeen #fml: fallen misfit lost #fml #20230412

[memoriofagoldfish]

On this day, one year ago...

Today was probably one of my favourite days from the entire trip.

We went to the Tokyo Imperial Palace during the day and explored the vast castle grounds, but the main attraction was the BEAUTIFUL gardens. You're going to get another massive photo dump here XD None of these were taken with my camera, but they still capture just how gorgeous the place was :)

The best part of it all was that my friend and I ambled around this beautiful attraction for what felt like hours, talking about everything from religion and culture, to values and philosophy. It was so enjoyable. I love my friend so much, and those talks and walks will stick with me.

We has macha in a teahouse there too. Well, my friend did cos she really wanted to try it. She did not like it XD

In the evening we went but to K-Town because we both loved the place so much. We went to the BTS cafe and had drinks there. But before that, I had to have a meeting. Originally I'd planned to be back at the hotel by this time, going home after the gardens, but we were having such a nice day, I wanted to stay out. And it was just one meeting, so I thought I'll just take it on my phone. So we were trotting through the back alleys of K-Town, trying to find somewhere quiet for me to do the meeting. In front of this guy was a proposed candidate... XD

But yes, after this quick meeting we went to the BTS cafe and walked through K-Town, in and out of the shops. We saw a boyband walking up and down the street, handing out fliers, advertising for their show. We were tempted to go, but decided against it in the end :P

We did cap the night off with karaoke though, which was a fun time as always :D

2023/04/12

#tokyo #mine #memory #raw #a year on #20230412

[24hoursentences]

And thusly again, does that hideous hydra of potential named self-actualization rear its bitter-fanged faces, ready to chew my entire self in every quark again until a decision of change is truly made, for this time, like every time before it, is a decision of finality, for every millisecond of decision is objectively a stone carving we call the past that shapes that ethereal map we call the future, and the paths I wish to go down now all look equally phantasmal yet again, yet I persist, and I shall persist, out of spiteful hope that I may yet become one of those stories of success, that I may shine with the light that makes other people's eyes glimmer with the joy that YES, THIS WORLD is WORTH IT, AND THAT WE MAKE IT SO WORTHWHILE TOGETHER!

#20230412

[19921227]

#20230412 #Youtube

[12477035327661513]

神宮司治（レミオロメン）@ojro_men

2023/04/12 (水) 22:48:03

最近気になっているもの。。。 #神宮司治 #ドラム #レミオロメン #ツイキャス https://twitcasting.tv/ojro_men/movie/764305180

https://twitter.com/ojro_men/status/1646148173872742401

#20230412

[asterkurayami]

F.UN ~ ShinWoo ~

Sweet Dream Hotel ~ Do Not Disturb ~ Phone Destroyer

The Lonely Moon (Ghost Bunny) ~ Revenger

#F.UN #finding unicorn #shinwoo #Shin Woo #ghost bears #ghost rabbits #20230412 #blind box #vinyl #toy #art toy #ghost bunny

[1210859842979581952]

濵田満🦌奈良クラブ @hamada_naraclub 2023/04/12 21:46:00 このプレーの素晴らしい部分は、タツマがボール奪取した後、ソウタロウにパスが渡る前にスペースに動きだしてるところ。 　予測できるだけではなく、頭のチップを瞬時に入れ替え、正しい位置へ先回りできる選手は稀有で、育成年代の選手はぜひ学んで欲しい。ソウタロウのパスも素晴らしい。 https://twitter.com/hayato_s11h/status/1646092796015808512

https://twitter.com/hamada_naraclub/status/1646132560538529792

#20230412

[fisk0401]

出番ULTRA2023新刊進捗

4/6章　23,000文字

描写とか色々省いて文章の骨組みを作ってるので、章数のわりに文字数は少なめです。

そして表紙は今回自分で描きます…こちらの進捗はゼロです…

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[ddianika]

😋

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[nhdiary]

#20230412 #dodu-dong rainbow coastal road #jeju city #jeju

[hanabeeri]

in my dream an organisation captured me and fed me with rot, which caused my body to change and morph into something monstrous. i wasnt the only one, the group i travelled with got infected, too. and they held us somewhere underground and used us as bio-weapons of some sort. one day when i tried to safe a child from meeting our fate a leader saw and chased me down. they told me that in another sector of the town mutants were refusing to consume more rot, which eventually lead to them regaining back their humanity and i apparently gained too much back. they wanted me to eat rot again, but i fled together with the others. we jumped from a high building, morphing into another form before we could feel the impact of the ground. eventually we found a safe place somewhere deep in the sewerage. i decided to regain my humanity, some decided to keep the rot but only to some degree.

what a wild dream.

i got reminded of my deceased cat and now im crying. i miss my baby.

a friend of mine gives me borderline suicidal vibes. he hasn't slept in days and refuses to see a doctor. on top of that hes been sad for awhile now. but what can i do, when a person doesnt want help. i've been reaching out so often, but to no avail. i dont like playing suicide watch.

#20230412 #ich sag ja manchmal träume ich ganze filmplots haha

[memoriofagoldfish]

Tokyo

2023/04/12

Edited

#tokyo #edited #mine #20230412