#2020. the secret history saved my life but then it ended quickly bc i started seeing that guy from work and then had an aromantic crisis

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having a hyperfixation forever nostalgic of a certain time of year feels really weird when the hyperfixation was so unpleasant. like you'll have me every april/may from now on smelling the spring air like. ah........threads (1984)......

#2023 was a time i'm still not over my threads obsession #i mean it was such a bad year that watching threads twice felt like an improvement to my life #and then when i fancied bob. for some reason #what's that post about girls will be attracted to a white fence. like honestly #i still back that era though bob is a king i would die for him #it's like a tradition that every 3 aprils i will have a hyperfixation that isn't that weird but the experience is #2014. cheated on my clash obsession by being obsessed with the who and it took me like 4 months to accept my clash thing had faded #2017. read a south park fanfic that was so good i wanted to convert it text-to-speech and listen to it in the car #except i couldn't even drive yet so basically south park made me pass my driving test #2020. the secret history saved my life but then it ended quickly bc i started seeing that guy from work and then had an aromantic crisis #& didn't wanna think about anything recent so i descended back into 2017 and became obsessed with south park Again #and then 2023. when things were going so badly that threads became my comfort film and now i forever associate spring with nuclear war #can't wait for april 2026 like. absolutely unreal #ramble