#...ok it turned into a rant in the tags fuuuuuuuuuck

[nanowired-lover]

putting the lil "Japanese 80s City Pop Songs" playlist to destroy my morning executive dysfunction because the vibes are immaculate and it feels like you're in those domestic movies where you see the characters living their little routine in their house and so you're just mimicking the energy

Also it cures depression, i forgor world is a fuck and i'm going to be so happy while filling paperworks ✨

#nano.txt #also i 'binged watched' (as much as my ADHD college student ass can binge watch) All Saints Street and ough... #i love it so muuuuch but i can't even ramble about it #my gf wants to see it so i can't spoil too much #my bestie is hesitating bc it contains some stuff that might trigger them #and i feel self-conscious about rambling about it on the server bc i fear they might not really like (dumb i know) #(but i keep connecting at times when there's noone for several hours so i just. delete stuff. when i get no feedbacks/reactions smh 🤡) #good god i do have attachement issues i think 🤡🤡🤡 oversharing and rsd is a fucked up mix 🤡🤡🤡 #am i the problem or is it again bc of my kinda neglecting parents that im oversharing to get attention but then feels bad when #i have nothing in return or isolation or a silent treatment ? Who knows #adhd or trauma let's guess 🤡 #...ok it turned into a rant in the tags fuuuuuuuuuck #but it made me realised things lol #vent #yeah... #smh word put in quotes gets deleted