#-controlled and restrained than the others there despite literally being of bhaal’s blood. she was resisting long before she lost her memory

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Someone holds me, safe and warm

Horses prance through a silver storm

Figures dancing gracefully

Across my memory…

Hi I finished a resisting Durge user with Bela and I have. Thoughts.

#my art #described #baldurs gate 3 #baldur’s gate 3 #bg3 art #the dark urge #oc: bela #durge: Bela #the Thoughts have mostly been of a durgetash variety I will admit. the shitty man has Enamored me… #essentially my thoughts for Bela is that like. she never wanted to be a bhaalspawn. she helped concoct the plan because she was hoping that- #-if she made some grand sweeping gesture to her father he’d leave her tf alone. she stuck out in the rest of the cult as she was far more- #-controlled and restrained than the others there despite literally being of bhaal’s blood. she was resisting long before she lost her memory #before the game’s start she’d pray often to eilistraee. her prayers tended to go unanswered but she formed a version of herself in her head- #-that she wanted to be if she wasn’t a bhaalspawn and tried to live up to that. when she lost her memory she didn’t know about any of that - #-but eilistraee had blessed her broken mind with the ability to heal and spread light. she was listening - there just wasn’t much she felt- #-she could do up to this point. so she went from pregame being an assassin-rogue to during game being a cleric with a penchant for music. #in losing her memory it gave her the opportunity to be the person she always wanted to be even if she was unaware that’s what she was doing #anyway scattershot thoughts. bela my love