#(plus like oh damn the likelyhood of having to go through that aftermath alone?)

[godzexperiment]

*ping pong thoughts regarding that last starter*

#<<insomniac vampire speaking>> mun post #killing cw #murder cw #(i keep trying to type coherent Thoughts regarding it and failing) #(just dont think about never having made anybody even laugh let alone cry and fucking- that happens) #(like what an Extreme shift of it especially if its weirdly cathartic or super undeniably justified) #(plus like oh damn the likelyhood of having to go through that aftermath alone?) #(like good or bad guidance would be heaps better than that- reassurance? could certainly use it) #(otherwise its like well guess when i threaten people... i am more likely to act on it) #(then there is the image of *blacks out* and then *blacks back in* to lots of carnage done by their own hands) #(also just the imagery of not exactly needing to fight the fight- ie some other angel in trouble and likely very capable) #(but this unknown internal switch flips and well shit nix handled the problem for them) #(neither knowing the other and nix blacking back in just like ah shit fuck oh wow who are you?) #(brain rot i have had since was like yes i am giving you an blog my passion project but its now bigger than before)