#(i had to install a time block. i had to parental control myself. ape brain is a curse i'd go i want heeheehoohoo videos NOW)

[roombagreyjoy]

I am now Healed (finally uninstalled TikTok)

#i dowloaded it during the pandemic and have been going in and out of it since #the longest my ape brain has gone without the need for it to fulfill some depraved sense of immediate content related gratification #was a couple weeks #so we'll see how this goes #(i had to install a time block. i had to parental control myself. ape brain is a curse i'd go i want heeheehoohoo videos NOW) #going through withdrawal (24 hours without instagram and tiktok) #i wouldn't even POST on instagram and tiktok. i'd just watch videos like a braindead rat #no one can fix me so i have to fix myself #also i had caffeine before an important meeting and i'm shaking. while laying in bed scrolling through tumblr because. you know *gestures* #stressed but not enough to actually get moving until the last possible minute #avoidant behaviour realness 💅 #personal