#(because. he will. the fandom wants it so he'll cave because that's what all creators do)

[musical-chick-13]

I am CONFLICTED, because I don’t even know if I’m going to watch The Last Episode on October 23. Because on one hand, my beloved is back, I am mentally scrawling hearts with his name in them on the inside of my brain, and also we get more interactions between the Complex Friend(??)ship of All Time; but on the other hand, I absolutely cannot watch footage of 13/Y*z be canon on my screen, I will actually lose all of my remaining brain cells.

#I REFUSE #this '''''romance arc''''' is actually making me dislike 13 and when I say that hurts me...... #I actually do like this era a lot!!! so of course I want to watch its send off #but I'm just...I can't do it y'all #I would consider just waiting until it's over to see how bad it is and then choose whether or not to watch accordingly #but I know that The Discourse™ and spoilers will be unavoidable and the fandom is going to be /insufferable/ #and I do NOT have the energy to deal with that #(I say that like I have any faith that cbnll will end their story WITHOUT them being Together™ in any way) #(because. he will. the fandom wants it so he'll cave because that's what all creators do) #(I know that because the executive producer OUTRIGHT SAID that this '''''''''romance arc'''''''''' wasn't ever planned) #(and that it only came about because they heard about how popular with the fans it was) #(which. WHY it's popular is anyone's guess least of all mine I have literally never understood the hype for a pairing less than this one) #(even if there are ships in and of themselves that I dislike more) #it's also so frustrating because the only people I've seen criticizing this pairing either a) ship something else or #b) hate everything chris does. and again: I LIKED THIS ERA. I DON'T DISLIKE THIS SHIP BECAUSE IT'S HIM. I DISLIKE IT BECAUSE I DISLIKE IT #In The Vents #to be safe... #I'm going to tag #anti chibnall #just in case #in addition to #anti thasmin