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dokoni-mo Β· 2 years
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Soooo unpopular thought but hear me out pls?
Soft Vader is my biiig guilty pleasure and I know it's not all that popular because people remember Vader as this big, menacing, douchebag-y presence when that's not really canon at all. Canonically, Vader/Anakin tends to completely give himself to the person he's currently latched onto. Shmi, Obi-Wan & Ahsoka, Padme, Sidious, Luke were all people who cared for him, or who he perceived as caring for him (stares at P*lpatine), and that's exactly how he acted with all of them. So it makes sense for him to respond to Y/N's feelings the exact same way, with undying love, and utter submission - in his own, special sense of the word. And I think that could translate well into the sex life with Y/N as well. When his health gets better and he heals enough for it, I think he wouldn't mind pegging or bottoming at all. Sub or power bottom Vader sounds so nice, letting Y/N have a go and encouraging them through the whole thing, maybe provoking them just to make sure they enjoy themselves as much as possible. Maybe trapping them on the bed beneath himself and watching them lose all control between those large ass thighs of his. Maybe, when he's feeling mean, having them beg for release as he moves up and down on them, in the exact same steady rhythm with no mercy. QwQ
DONT WORRY ANON I DO HEAR YOU LOUD AND CLEAR
Thus is actually what im kinda going for when I write for Vader. I like to think with the right person, they're able to crack through the shell that is "Vader" and reach Anakin underneath and THATS what makes Vader fall in love with them. Around y/n hes allowed to not be menacing and scary for a good long while and its a really big relief for him. But along with that, everyone hes ever loved HAS either died or abandoned him in some way; so whole he devotes himself to his newest s/o, he's also fully willing and capable of defending them to the bitter end.
IM SORRY I GOT OFF TOPIC,,
I see where you're coming from with him being submissive though! I think with enough time and patience with him he would be open to the idea of bottoming for his s/o, but after a GOOD long while. Bro is really emo and needs a lot of reassurance 🚢🚢 youd definitely have to let him come to you abt it tho bc if YOURE the one to ask it might hurt his pride LMAO
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(Requests are open was my enterperatation of that post, if not then just ignore lil 'ol me) How do you think Dottore handles affection? Given and recieved. Is he touchy, kinda standoffish?
IM LATE TO THIS ONE, BUT THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING <33
Asks and requests are totally open, don't worry about it!
Now, with what little information we have about Dottore and his backstory aside from his very, very long list of crimes and the fact that he's pretty much a certified bastard (but honestly we love him for that we can't hide anymore 🀑), it's kind of difficult to speculate how he would react to certain things but at the same time there's so much space to kind of just guess. That being said, I'd just like to note everything I'm boutta drop here are purely just headcanons.
That and I'm still working on getting in the feel for writing about him so bear with me </3
Hope you guys like it πŸͺ„πŸ’•
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On the receiving end, he's absolutely terrible.
At first, at least.
I don't think it would be a stretch to say this man doesn't know what affection is.
Dottore constantly got shunned in the past ( by his own village, the academia), and as for when he was younger well- we don't know anything but it's safe to say that if he ever did receive affection as a child, he's probably forgotten everything about it by now.
So when you try to initiate any sort of affectionate act, he might be a little,, withdrawn. He is not pleased at all.
He would pull away almost immediately, taking a moment to process what in the actual fuck that was for, and then probably proceed to condescend you.
He's a busy man, he doesn't have time for.. whatever it is you're trying to do.
It takes time to get him to open up, hell it took so long to even get him to allow you to be anywhere near him.
He's a real commitment test, I'm telling you.
So, of course you're respecting his boundaries here (we stan that)
I assume when you asked about affection you mean physical, but first we gotta introduce him to the more basic versions 🚢
Just the little things like checking up on him occasionally, bringing him gifts or things you think he might find useful- just getting him used to having someone to care about him genuinely.
And then out comes the big guns (small guns, for now???), placing your hand over his free one as he's filling out paperwork, or just holding his hand (he might still be a little iffy about it so it starts out with just loosely locking your pinky around his so he can pull away whenever), and maybe on good days he'll gradually allow you to run your fingers through his hair.
Touch starved: unlocked.
Once he's somewhat used to all this, he gets noticeably clingier.
He'll try to turn the tables and say you're the one acting all desperate for his attention but at this point, it's obvious he's just trying to save face.
He's never had anything like this before, and he kind of just "slightly" enjoys it.
The way he demands you to sit on his lap while he works says otherwise.
That's on the receiving end though, now let's talk giving.
Archons, help him he's doing his best.
This genius of a man knows his way around humans and machines, he's got them all figured out, but when it comes to all this he's just so lost.
He does his best to reciprocate, he really does- he uses your ways of giving him affection as an example.
It may not be often, but sometimes he'll give you small hugs from behind or hold your hand when you're noticeably stressed out by all the work you're doing.
He's definitely a gift giver though.
Flowers at your door, that new accessory or outfit you've been eyeing whenever you two go out to roam the streets of Snezhnaya, hell just name it and it's yours- he's got the money, so why not?
All this affection and intimacy stuff is foreign to him, but you've been patient with him- it's only natural that he would want to return the favor. He hates feeling like he owes people anything (despite your many attempts to reassure him that he doesn't owe you a thing- but that's something he's going to have to get to used to as well).
He has absolutely no regard for others, and especially when it comes to how they feel, not when they're all just vessels for something greater- potentials only he can unlock.
But he supposes he can make exceptions for all your hard work.
β€” CEO of the Dottore Appreciation Club
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blossom-hwa Β· 2 years
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halo! i know its been over 3 weeks (??) and i know i said "i might start reading soon" (i did, just took a while to finish your stories Y^Y) but schools been a bitch 😀 i thought theyd finally let us rest considering midterms just ended but ig not ~.~ (the projects got worse...) anywhooo, still kept up with the boyz but ended stanning nct first before ateez πŸ’€ IM SORRY i came across their songs in spotify while studying and just stanned ✨ that said, i started reading your nct fics first huhu. i noticed that compared to the your other masterlists, the nct ones were released 2-3 years earlier than those of skz and tbz. and damn, i felt like i just watched a part of your life. ya know, seeing how your writing improved all over the years :")) but still, plot-wise (your imagination and world-building), you were amazing as how you are now.
regarding tbz, I SWERVED TO KEVIN. idk how or when or why it happened. it just happened. i also had a changmin plus hak phase like days after i sent my previous ask and the longer i watched their shows but then out of nowhere, kevin caught my attention. the "my bias depends on whos on screen" is still fitting though. but kevin 🀌🀌🀌 i think its because of his and jacobs lullaby cover (by lukas graham) or the vocals that he showcased in their flower snack show or JUST his soft voice in eric nams kpop daebak show πŸ•³οΈπŸšΆ dude, i honestly dont know...
i asked (i didnt force her, i swear) my 4 year old cousin to watch their music videos and i think i have successfully baited another victim into stanning tbz. i first showed her their halloween dance video of maverick and changmin got her LMAO she really likes chucky so automatic chants chucky whenever changmin shows up. then let her watch a bloom bloom live clip and immediately asked me "wheres chucky?" kinda cute. im a proud cousin. now, she sings "down for your love, down for your love oOoOOoHHH" whenever we eat for some reason 🀷 i feel you with the maverick though. i instantly vibed with the song. ive gotten LSS with it and always unconsciously sing it in class. i. need. help.
okayy moving on! because of school Y^Y a 1k fic costed me two weekday nights of reading LOL but, i finally finished a lot of your nct fics. i started with the angels and demons series and dude, */ eyes begin to sweat /* i love how the pairings wasnt exclusive to demon to human or human to angel but also a demon to angel ?? LIKE, wow how would that go? plus, the chapter titles (is this what its called xd) of each fic in that alternate universe is spot on AND creative. trust a demon is one of my 2 favourites in the 5. uhh didnt expect chenle and jeno to be supernatural beings so πŸ‘€ anyways, favourite part was when she draws mark just from memory. HOW DO ARTISTIC PEOPLE DO THAT ? i cant believe the people around her would be petty enough to call her a draw freak when theyre just actually jealous lolol i admire those who are great at arts because i would want to draw my loved ones someday. like, legit drawings that are realistic and not stickmen.... sad.. its cool okay. hated chenle and jeno for a bit for being such asses and ignoring her when they know full well shes going through tough stuff. but eh, fortunately this is fiction JDKJFADS. kiss an angel IS THE SECOND FAVOURITE. a blown kiss, an indirect kiss, a kiss on the hand, a kiss on the cheek, a kiss on the forehead, AND a kiss on the lips. and so forth. OMF lina, how are you real? these chapter titles went straight through my heart. when chenle was ready to go through the punishment of being wingless, i felt his pain. literal physical pain for some reason. or imagined, uh same thing 🀷 felt proud when chenle finally understood how in love mark was with his significant other to go through such lengths of begging in hell and accepting the possible punishment that may arise. which didnt happen because lucifer seemed more like the good guy here than god IM SORRY.
reading those stories got me thinking a what if. what if i was living there in that universe? would i choose to become an angel or a demon? or live the ignorant life of a human? OHH YEAH QUESTON, all of them were mortals at one point in their life right? so, do all those who passed away become guardian angels/demons? between the ideologies of the 2 races that greatly hate each other, i feel like i would agree with the demons. does this make me heartless😭 it does kinda suck that demons would save you from various accidents only to kill you when your time ends but disregarding the fact in the story that those unearthly beings are real, life has never been fair after all. the angels there say that its unfair that those who strive to do good and has done nothing but good are fated to die young. so, would it be fair to them (angels) that those who just grew up in the wrong environment would die at such an early age? or maybe i prefer to side with the demons just because of how i oppose i am with the angels' thoughts lololol
i honestly would want to continue this ask but its my curfew here soon so no more laptop for today πŸ’€ i still have a lot i want to say -> this sounds oddly threatening. i DONT trust my phone with sending asks, not one bit, after the incident last time. basically, i spent 2 to fucking 3 hours writing a feedback for a fic that i love love love so much and finished it at 2 in the morning only for the words "something went wrong" to appear after pressing ask. i- πŸ‘οΈπŸ‘„πŸ‘οΈ idk if this is allowed but a little promotion for lixeque's midnight in the maize, that was the fic that gave me goosebumps and took away my sleepiness. tiredness doesnt equate to sleepiness though. thats why i got so pissed when tumblr didnt send it and had to redo it LMFAO
ill try continuing this ask tomorrow when im not busy :">> i cant help my chatter mouth. or fingers? or no. I HAVE A LOT TO SAY ABOUT YOUR OTHER NCT FICS. again, sounds threatening but oh wells. hope you had and will have great days lina! also, do you still stan nct? or no bc this would be embarrassing for me to possibly rant about how amazing they are in the future asks... lol again stay safe!
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okay. OKAY. anon first of all I'm so sorry I'm responding to this late - I've been swamped all week and wanted to take an appropriate amount of time to answer this because I really appreciate how much time you put into writing these asks and you deserve as much thought/time when I respond (also??????/ holy fuck??????? I'm so sorry about your ask that Tumblr deleted like what the FUCK this site is just so bad gdi)
there is absolutely no need to apologize for stanning nct first holy shit they're really good just not my cup of tea anymore!!!!! and ugh HELP why did you start by reading my nct fics ahhhHHHHHH /insert skull emoji/ there is a lot of cringe stuff there but... I'm just glad you are able to see the growth LOL because that means I'm at least improving!! angels and demons is definitely a series that's close to my heart so I'm glad you enjoyed it - it was my first foray into longer works and even though I cringe a bit at it, it was still fun to write :) to be honest, I lean a little more toward the demons' side as well? that's just my view. I've been thinking about this series for some time tbh and now I think it might've been better if I'd given the demons' views to the angels and vice versa, idk it just feels more fitting, but oh well :)
ALSO ??????? YOU GOT YOUR COUSIN INTO TBZ??????????? AND SHE CHANGMIN CHUCKY????????????? WHY IS THAT THE CUTEST THING EVER WHAT THE FUCK????????/ and thank you for the fic rec, I don't read too many fics anymore but I'll keep it in mind if the urge to read strikes me <3
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