#( ansem what is this : fucking gay poetry i guess ???)

[dullweapons]

thinking about how ray loves : he loves so passionately but lovingly . bloody hands that carefully hold yours as if you could shatter in them if he breathes too harshly . he’ll carry you when your body tires & wrap you in comfort . he’ll brush away strands of hair from you face & tell you he sees stars in your eyes & moonlight lingers on your hair when he looks at you . he’ll whisper your name for all eternity like a pray to gods .

but when you love him it’s violent . a knife into his abdomen , twisted in his muscles . his blood pours onto you so freely : it feels like he’s opening his walls at the point of your dagger . you’ve nestled a blade near his heart & when he begins to fear for his life he knows you love him . he’ll let you gut him because that means you love him . that you truly want him , in all of his madness he feels that the love you give him is like ripping out his beating heart & show it to him ; telling him “ you have one too . “

#ooc moblie / #( ansem what is this : fucking gay poetry i guess ???) #( idk just …..uGH RAY UR COVERED IN BLOOD BUT YOU STILL LOVE SO SWEETLY ) #( BUT GETTING LOVE IS AN ACT OF VIOLENCE) #( LIKE A BIRD THROWN OUT OF THE NEST YOU FEAR DEATH BUT OH HOW YOU FLY ) #( anyway i took my sleepy time meds so maybe more gay shit tomorrow) #violence tw