#'ell how is this twst' shh. trust the process. or dont. idk

[memoryoflife]

sometimes my brain flicks me fic scenarios so vague and yet so vivid from one 4 minutes song and goes “fuck you, slut. interpret THIS.”

#ell shut up #me: what. the fuck do you want me to do #my brain: write! bitch #ahh... been listening to razzmatazz by idkhow. gives me. idk #first years vibes. dont ask me to elaborate idk how #scenarios of... warm city lights and the pouring rain. a pretty shit city. capitalist hellscape #but also like. the warmth of having a group of friends. #going ham on the town together. #i mean paint the town can also mean like. Kill #but idk why i just keep imagining the quiet rebellion of graffiting the place. painting the walls. fuck it up #little bits of desecration that can be fixed #'ell how is this twst' shh. trust the process. or dont. idk #my brain likes to throw me WILD aus disconnected from canon #is anyone even reading these tags? lmao