#👑 — dalia’s speaks!

[primaviva]

about to say something a bit controversial depending on who gets to this lil brain vomit first 🙈🙈 however, i jus think there's something intriguing about the last of us writing fandom on this site, particularly in light of the last of us II most recent game. we are aware that the creator of the last of us is a zionist, and that his interactions with palestinians during his time as an Israeli fueled his hatred for them all, which is evident in ellie as she pursues those responsible for joel's death. i mention that merely to put things in perspective—as of right now, we are living through a genocide. i should add that this genocide really got underway in october and hasn't stopped on its course of murderous tyranny since. how does this tie with the fandom of the last of us? i have learned that the writers have chosen to go on strike as of recently. i hardly read ellie fics as much; instead, i just write what people ask me to write. the phrase "there is a genocide happening right now" is used a lot in these posts on the strike, and while it is true that a genocide is happening right now, it has been going for a period of time. i just find this arrogant. before the news of the tlou creator's zionist affiliation spread out through the media, individuals had no trouble writing for the game, editing it, or posting about it. even though it was widely known last month that the author is a zionist, individuals still seemed to feel safe talking about it. however, this month, as more attention has been focused on it, it appears that people want to take action. honestly, it seems like until palestine's relationship with the game was directly impacted, a strike or any awareness of the issue would never take place. additionally, compared to more mainstream media, tumblr's fanfic writing section is far more independent, thus this boycott has no effect—and boycotts are meant to have an impact. on top of that, this boycott is only going to last for one week, which makes it so forgettable and ultimately ineffective in raising awareness. moreover, i noticed that most people kept writing for ellie for at least a few days leading up to the start of the boycott date, at which point they abruptly started posting about palestine and people who were following the strike, all the while continuing to reblog tlou2 remastered ellie content, such as her new costumes. it just seems performative and lacks structure to actually do something meaningful to the injustices happening right now.

anyways, keep in mind to post about palestine, refrain from purchasing the remastered version of the last of us II to line the coffers of that zionist, and refrain from streaming the upcoming season of the live action show when it premieres (unless illegally…)

and don’t twist my words! i do support this strike and think it is a nice form for writers to play their part so with that being said we should not be posting anything until it is over. however… i have to acknowledge the hypocrisy/flaws that comes with it. i know my moot/friend @ashsostrange said something about this but i just wanted to bring my own thoughts especially as a writer.

#👑 — dalia’s speaks! #tlou boycott #ellie williams x reader #ellie the last of us

[primaviva]

everyone including me being valid in going after that one miles smut writer and when she brought being black into it, everyone said “WE ALL BLACK-”…. meanwhile me who’s last meal beside breakfast was pollo guisado

someone get this girl on standup because to blame being called out for liking fictional children which porllh translates irl is that “notice how they going after the poc…” in a community that is mainly poc. and THEN saying “we need more poc smut” like all of a sudden this a sexual poc representation in media liberation and revolution movement like- hang it up flat screen 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#👑 — dalia’s speaks! #being the only latino was a lil funny to me…. #someone sedate her

[primaviva]

when i search up the latina tag on tumblr and it is all nsfw content, content taken without the womans permission, and text sexualizing latina woman as objects of exotic infatuation (we will never be free from the myth of the latin woman)

#👑 — dalia’s speaks! #latina #one photo was a sneak shot of a womans ass while she walked the street #i hate our society.

[primaviva]

NEEEEDDD part 2 to puck you omg give us some fluffy strap action

i don’t even know if im physically capable to write outright smut and if there’s substance for it but puck you did do good so…..

SHOULD I DO A PART TWO ????? IDK GIMME IDEAS FOR IT😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

puck you <-

#👑 — dalia’s speaks! #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams smut

[primaviva]

so any news on carmilla since you returning to the gwen girlies? *does fuck boy hand rub to rizz you into confession*

*does that one pinterest emoji smirk back* ??? LMAOOAOA BUT YES LEMME GIVE YOU GUYS AN UPDATE

for starts yes i AM working on it, i actually started recently and it’s so much easier writing for girls since i have more fun so i feel it maaayyyyyyy get done quicker. but i also want to come on and say that yes, while i will be posting it to tumblr, i think i might make it on wattpad too. its only because i feel like it might be easier for people to read if they read it on wattpad to just scroll and also people usually read series on wattpad and come to tumblr if they wanna read oneshots (beside like oneshot books). and also i like how i can just brainstorm it all together on wattpad and make it look all pretty so… anyways with my AMAZING graphic design skills lemme start showing sneak peaks 😒😒

you can see a little peak of the cover 🤭 BAHAHAHAH but yeah this is what i have going on so far. im also an extreme perfectionist and because i made the wattpad cover start with the capitalization i refuse to not make the titles or writing be lowercase.

ANYWAYS! to start, i usually write gwen with spider gwen in mind so her age is usually between 16-18 in my stuff with the acception of the fics i do that specifically link to spiderverse but she usually is her comic 17-18 version. but for the plot i am gonna take HEAVY inspiration from one of the gwenom comics but its also gonna be based on the comic where she is starting college but when the plot starts she’s already been like a student maybe like a year in.

and secondly….this will NOT be the gwen we know and love or should i say the gwen YALL know and love. i kinda want to mess with her characterization to make it interesting like yes gwen is gonna be the awkward but nice girl but also like because i want this au version of earth 65 to be a little melancholy or dark vibes to it she WILL be a bit of an asshole at times, real cocky, and so on- like it’s gonna be so fun UGH!!

thirdly, im not sure if there is gonna be downright smut in this. like again, ik i have written “suggestive” content like my makeouts because i don’t necessarily write for strictly spiderverse gwen but just a whole amalgamation of it and its always based on comics so she’s like 17-18. i’m bringing this up because if you read carmilla- CMON NOW😭😭😭 there will be the suggestive scenes but idk if imma do it because while this will be the college version of gwen from the comics around 18-19 like i never wrote stuff like that and also don’t wanna perpetuate or feed content to the predator gwen fans on ANY platform. not like carmilla is heavy in sex i just wanna preface that because it’s always weird when people utilize au from something heavily sexual so it implies that the content WILL be sexual and not that that’s wrong in this case i just wanna let yall know you can expect content but not THAT content.

LASTLY the plot is lowkey short like i haven’t fleshed it out yet because i haven’t been having fun on tumblr when i write for guys so i wanna have fun with this and take my time writing the chapters before even releasing them so i don’t worry about dates for theme. but it won’t be like an intense lead rn it’s looking like MAYBE 15 chapters? possibly 20. i want a good balance of plot heavy and also gwen content in it that is sub plots to intensify the main plot (someone break me out of ap lang im gnawing at the enclosure) but i’m still working on it.

so yeah this is just little teasers for now and y’all can tell me what you think. im making little notes and stuff and im gonna woke on the plot and then just get straight to writing so i can just post a chapter weekly until we at the end so it gives me time to sprinkle other stuff in as well. i been over astv and just wanna write for my favorite women so this is me taking my stand on business 😒

#👑 — dalia’s speaks! #gwen stacy x reader

[primaviva]

just posted the craziest fic of my career because i was begged to write for ellie and got a good idea for it but one minute we were in the rink the next talkin about pinching boobs…. i feel like a disney star trying to separate themself from their brand but instead of that it’s me with astv trying to expand LMAOAOAOAOAOA

#👑 — dalia’s speaks!

[primaviva]

"she made those filters and claimed she got no money from them again and again and it came out that she was actually extremely racist and has a history of employing social justice movements to her account to get money from false advocacy. just the racism alone is contrasting to the character she presented when discussing the horrors palestinians go through for no reason BUT SHE HAD A HISTORY OF SCAMMING LIKE ????"

I'm pretty sure it's that Shumirun Nessa lady? That gal who made the filters but from what I heard she had a racist past by doing blackface

OMG YESSS THANK YOU THATS HER but yeah she did black face and like to draw old practices of minstrel shows into COMEDY and implying it’s funny when you’re not even in the place to make jokes about black generational trauma and historial injustices is just ??? makes no sense when later on she then wants to advocate for palestine when she has had a good laugh or two at traumas that don’t directly affect her. i just never trusted her again because she made good money from those filters with no proof of donation and her comedy is a big contrast from this humanitarianism she tries to make her profile look

#👑 — dalia’s speaks!

[primaviva]

"this is just like that artist that tried to reap the benefits of those fighting to free congo by releasing a horrible song she wanted to get streams by people who thought all the money she made would go to donations for humanitarian aid but instead she stayed silent."

Hi!! I saw this in your reblog and were you referring to the song that's like "I feel like you're abusing me"?

YES!!! there’s always something so sketchy about how she goes about it because i at first did support the song but then people began to ask questions and she showed over cropped screenshots as proof and was overall not someone i really trusted to uphold the promise of donating. that doesn’t have much to do with palestine but it was an example of how people always take advantage of others suffering because even if she donated or not you can still state in the end she benefitted more than those being abused in congo by having a spike in her indie artistry. i believe she had good intentions because she did actually make posts and raise awareness on the issue and provided links but then people came out saying she wasn’t even from congo and then the messy business with the song its just… i was not about to be a detective just to see who i should support

tbh i feel a better example is baby stormy who already has a problematic music history like the graveyard video shoot but beside that she also made a very broad song she states is about genocides and injustices happening around and put the congo, palestine, and other nations struggling which is absurd cus if you saw the music video you would know why… it honestly seemed like a cash grab to appear as an advocate and i don’t doubt she had bad intentions as well but it comes across as insensitive because it’s not really her place to make a creative statement through music such as that about issues that don’t apply to her (i mostly say this about palestine and the others she included).

but the BEST person to serve as an example that i actually no for a fact is more shitty than a dog park is that one comedian girl that was a very big advocate at the start of the palestine awareness 😭😭😭😭 i don’t know her name but she made those filters and claimed she got no money from them again and again and it came out that she was actually extremely racist and has a history of employing social justice movements to her account to get money from false advocacy. just the racism alone is contrasting to the character she presented when discussing the horrors palestinians go through for no reason BUT SHE HAD A HISTORY OF SCAMMING LIKE ???? i just donate on my own accord and sign action letters as well as other things.

#👑 — dalia’s speaks!

[primaviva]

gwen stacy x reader fic where reader is also a spiderwoman and they meet and there’s like tension?,

like romantic tension and flirting and stuff idk

if u see this hii

and if y don’t want to do this that’s totally fine

HOLA AMADA💕💕💕 now i already have a fic that’s perfectly like this but it’s more tension than flirty but the flirty parts are very heavy. but… i gotta warn you in good faith this shit is over 10k words so stay strong and may your ancestors be with you as you make it to the end 🙏 LMAOAOAOA

the fic <- (wasted summers) but unless you have a more specific scenario or request please do inbox me if you still are looking to read something like that

#👑 — dalia’s speaks! #gwen stacy x reader #gwen stacy x y/n

[primaviva]

Have u started writing my last request???????? Cmon man I’m waiting

“dave grohl x trent from tdl ft. duncan”

i need you behind bars on a disclosed island in the caribbean.

#👑 — dalia’s speaks! #👑 — mutuals #someone get the nurse #she’s broken out #AGAIN!

[primaviva]

the gwen stacy drought is REAL now…😨😨 WHERES ALL THE GWEN STACY WRITERS ITS LIKE THEY ALL DISAPPEARED😒😒 (pov ur carrying the gwen stacy x reader hashtag‼️‼️)

i actually just got a really good request for gwen so….. dare i say rockstar!gf gwen

#👑 — dalia’s speaks!

[primaviva]

idk if this is me speaking out of myself but i genuinely get so many asks every day and like anons wanting to talk and don’t get me wrong I LOVE IT like i kick my feet with joy because people just wanna chat with me or share funny things but i always forget to answer or are too tired too and have to mentally prepare myself to start yapping cus every time i reply to sum…..its LONG😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#👑 — dalia’s speaks! #i yap too much #but i love yappin to my people

[primaviva]

Preem where u go

MOVING IN SILENCE!!!! i am actually working on a super cute fic while also still working on the gwen thing i promised yall. i honestly just wanna do more fun writing stuff with more interesting plots because i feel like most of my fics are unique in terms of what happens in them from what i notice in other fics in my communities but like i don’t have ideas cus idk who to write for 😭😭😭😭😭😭 and i NEED to get back into writing oneshots

you guys can request in my inbox MUAH💋 also “preem” is a first LMAOAOAOA

#👑 — dalia’s speaks!

[primaviva]

Evident in Ellie? Isn’t Abby the one who’s supposed to be the one whos “”representing”” Israel?

no? i am just going to assume you aren’t fully aware of neil’s zionist history although he doesn’t shy away from speaking about how his experiences as an israeli influenced the script and storytelling in tlou2.

this isn’t directly related to the actual content in the game but this is outside information that really stuck with me: neil discussed how when he was little that he witnessed palestinian terrorists hang two israeli soldiers and how it enraged him to see those fellow Israelis be killed by the likes of palestinians especially because was we know there has been a long ongoing hatred between palestine and israel (more so fueled by israel due to their constant push for the land as this war did not JUST start in october but has been an ongoing conflict between the two). he stated that in that moment he wished to kill every single one of them aka palestinians to make them pay for those depths.

i never assigned which side is which in my statement but it seems that’s what you’re using to process the information given so if we ARE to assign roles based on the given information you can already draw some parallels. for example, one of ellie’s most famous line paraphrased is “i’m going to find and kill everyone last one of them” which is already mirroring how niel felt toward the people of palestine. so that means that abby and everyone involved in joels death would be “palestine” in this case or be some symbolic representation of palestine. i don’t really like this analogy because it’s super oversimplified and also the conflict ellie and abby is not the only example of zionistic parallels nor is it the most important as other aspects in the stories lore and such draws some influence from niel’s perspective on palestine. also there’s multiple zionistic themes portrayed differently for one subject like the idf v. wlf so to say one is this and the other is that for what they represent is just silly.

if you really don’t know much about it i would suggest reading into it for yourself because i did especially when he spoke in his own words and it was….a lot!

#👑 — dalia’s speaks! #tlou boycott #ellie williams x you

[primaviva]

i'm not sure if you're aware of the representation of the israeli occupation being the entirety of the wlf vs the seraphites section and that that's actually where neil's zionist views are most prevalent. i think it's disingenuous to call out the performativeness of ellie content while completing negating all the content of other popular characters content especially because the zionism propaganda is grossly apparent in them. i don't really want to get into the semantics.

but i do agree with your post, i thought about it the other day and it's genuinely jarring to see links for palestine introducing a fic of fucking a fictional character/s from a game that perpetuates the very violence the author is supposedly calling against, the irony is just ludicrous. but anyway, i'm sorry for ranting omg i just wanted to add that it applies for all tlou content/characters/actors not just ellie and not just the remastered even part i has zionist propo. (bella ramsey called for a ceasefire after liking several of neil's zionist posts, the actress who's playing dina in the show is also a zionist, pedro's not a zionist i think but he was silent for weeks before saying anything and is close friends w several zionists so i would'nt say calling him one is far fetched)

yes, i am aware of the symbolic parallels in the game because i followed the news about the zionism in the game since it first started coming out in january (funnily enough when tlou was coming out…) but i also don’t personally agree that it’s “disingenuous” to call out performative actions on the behalf of people who favor ellie in the game compared to other forms of propaganda in the game because im simply not talking about that. my focus in my rant was the ellie stans because of the abrupt switch up that occurred during this week compared to the past few months based on what’s been happening in palestine as well as the extent zionism influences the game—especially its creator. i was simply making a comment about what i was mostly seeing promoted in the tags, which was the hypocrisy of ellie writers and stans. i didn't think it necessary to include other parts of the larger story about how deeply ingrained zionism is in the history of the game in order to highlight how ellie writers fail to understand how to properly advocate. it just had nothing to do with my original point to be honest but you are right that other aspects of the game if not all include some inspiration from his zionistic narrative on palestine.

my whole point was drawing direct parallels to neil and his own experiences being put into the characters as i feel he sees himself as ellie, being enraged by the loss of joel and in a means to avenge his death as well as make herself feel better for the loss ultimately go out and kill the people responsible, which makes ellie have some zionistic elements to her character. i am not talking about the idf v. wlf and the battle for land because i interpret that as israel v. palestine whereas the cofmlct between ellie and abby (along with her friends) as neil v. palestinians. i got another anon like this that used similar wording and don’t know if it was you as well but i thought i made this quite clear in my original post and other ones. again, i never addressed the idf and the wlf because i never mentioned it originally as i am solely talking about characters and the writers such as ellie/ellie writers because that’s the big chunk of it.

and i am so so so SO glad you brought up the link trees being put under fics. it’s honestly like a double edged sword because on one end why the hell are there links to help give humanitarian aid to a ethnic cleanse/genocide happening in palestine under a fic of ellie strapping down reader in the bathroom of a party happening at jackson ???? it just looks absurd, out of place, and a bit disrespectful considering the juxtaposition of content cus how we going from reading smut to addressing a real issue killing thousands. but at the same time, i do acknowledge that there are people who don’t care enough as they should about these issues and rather ignore what’s going on by sticking to their regular routine instead of taking action so maybe by putting links at the end of multiple fics it will push people who didn’t care before to start engaging in free palestine content. i can see the vision but it depends on what type of fanfiction it is yk because if it were fluff i would say okay it’s appropriate but if it’s a smut… idk i see both the benefits and its problems. and yeah all the actors have been disappointing to say the least especially after bella made a palestine highlight after liking SEVERAL zionist posts just to save they own ass 😭😭😭😭😭 and i don’t think pedro is a zionist but it’s not like that matters because one of the worse things you can do is be silent which is arguably worse like it is better to say something than nothing at all. i compare it to taylor swift who refuses to mention the genocide and almost operates as if it doesn’t exist, similar to most celebs being favored in the media right now, because that makes them appear neutral and avoids the risk of losing a large amount of fans based on “political” views which is just gross.

but don’t apologize for ranting!!! i actually find what you said really interesting about how writing for ellie while opposing violence towards palestine is basically hypocritical because she is doing the same violence in the game. i didn’t ALWAYS know about the stuff with neil because tlou isn’t one of my most favorite games but i interpret you saying that based on the knowledge that we all know now which is that the game is based on a foundation of zionism. i feel like you could view the story of tlou2 (or at least by how it ended) as a story about grief and how certain actions come back to haunt you, courtesy of joel, as well as the road to redemption/making peace because after ellie goes on a rampage she does choose in the end to not kill abby which is like wow cus after everything you lost you didn’t do what you said you would due to her change in heart yk. but you can’t really separate the fact that it is based in zionism so hypothetically if the genocide happening in gaza simply wasn’t happening, would it then be okay to write/edit ellie? because the vibe you are giving is that it isn’t morally right to edit/write/etc for ellie as well as other characters who have the same elements of zionism engraved into their character (not that i am saying this view is bad, wrong, or invalid) and if that’s so i would love to hear you elaborate because that’s a whole other point of view on this whole thing.

anyways sorry for being a d1 yapper anon but you’re so so right and brought up some really good points i just had to type like i had 48 hours of free time‼️‼️

#👑 — dalia’s speaks! #tlou boycott #ellie williams x reader #the last of us

[primaviva]

Where r u from we have the same name I don’t see a lot of Dalia’s lol

AHH SAMEEEEE it’s not my full name but like it’s part of it and im south american but my full name is a translation of a hebrew word so i know that names like ours are common in hebrew culture so…. the more yk😍😍😍 it’s actually so funny cus my whole name means different biblical things relating to angels so ig im thee real life angel or whateva 😒

#👑 — dalia’s speaks!