#🎤: rae is in the vocal booth

[kagejima]

this is your reminder that your writing motivation will come back to you so don't even stress about it.

sometimes you get burnt out - it could be from posting a lot in a very short amount of time, or looking at a WIP too much, or real life stress, or you just don't feel like it...

but i promise you it's gonna find you again. <3

#its me. im the one that's stressed out #i haven't touched anything in three weeks bro #THREE WEEKS #unheard of for me #🎤: rae is in the vocal booth

[kagejima]

bored again so i made another picrew 💀

this one is a teeny tiny bit on the kpop side (one of the hand options are a variety of lightsticks, I was gonna do my ult group mx but then decided not to) but it is inclusive with the skintones and hair options it seems which I know is hard to find with a lot of these 😔

anyways, here it is!!

tagging some moots but don't feel obligated!!

@northofneverland @mrskodzuken @crescentkaze @noriken @kyopmi @nanamoonie @ohtokki @utahimeow @ushiwhacka @ichxraaa @yuutakittie @pricelesstecrs

#🎤: rae is in the vocal booth #🔖: rae's tagged games

[kagejima]

Absolutely no one asked for these modern husband true form sukuna headcanon nonsense, but here you go. (cw: kinda spicy at the end?? minors don't interact)

Husband Sukuna who does all the cooking and meals. He sees how hard you work (and also how forgetful you are at remembering to eat) so usually he will shut your laptop and carry you into the kitchen over his shoulder and set you down on the counter. You are allowed to talk about anything except for work the entire time he's cooking.

Sometimes he goes out for errands and he comes back with jewelry with his stuff. And you're like, "But you went to the grocery store." And he's like, "And then I went downtown and got you some jewelry. My pretty little one deserves pretty little things."

You have a cat that just sits on him ALL THE TIME. This cat is a fucking whore for him. Sukuna sits down and a millisecond passes and the cat just SOMEHOW KNOWS and comes running to sit on his lap. If Sukuna has a plate on his lap, the cat just looks at him like 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 until he's done eating.

Whenever you go to the beach, everybody stares at him obvs, but he doesn't notice because he's only looking at you and he's BEGGING to take pictures of you because he wants to show you off.

The only time he ever got jealous was when you and Nanami were in a discussion about a book you two had just read coincidentally at the same time. Next time Nanami saw you, he asked if he was the reason you had a big ol hickey on your neck and you were like "🧍🏻‍♀️ Yeah." not also revealing you had some on your shoulders and your hips.

That's it. I'm done now

#🎤: rae is in the vocal booth #true form sukuna my love

[kagejima]

being a writer means having ten thousand wips and not finishing anything in a timely manner because you bounce between them like you're a fucking pinball.

dialogue for this one *ping* scene for this one *ping* finally figured out the ending to this one *ping*

#🎤: rae is in the vocal booth #my life!!! she is unfair!!!

[kagejima]

this isn't meant for me to sound self-deprecating i swear to god, but sometimes my anxiety is like "everyone doesn't like you anymore" and then i remember it's early in the morning or super super late in the US when I'm online and most of you just aren't awake 💀💀💀💀

#🎤: rae is in the vocal booth #honestly I'm going to be vulnerable here which is probably A HUGE MISTAKE #but sometimes i feel physically ill when i come on here just because holy shit have some people ruined what was once a safe space for many

[kagejima]

@ people who follow nsfw writers / artists, i am BEGGING you to put your age in your bio / pinned. i just wanna go feral about my 2D men, not have to sit there and block people who read seven of my stories and follow me, but don't bother to read my pinned. i know you saw it. i know you see our pinned and our BYIs, why do you do this to us?

#🎤: rae is in the vocal booth #if you are a MINOR or you have NO AGE or you are EMPTY #YOU GET BLOCKED #by empty i mean if you have a pfp and a banner and LITERALLY NOTHING ELSE you are getting blocked!!!!!!

[kagejima]

In the last few months, I have been struggling with being on tumblr, but I feel like the time has come. I didn’t want to leave suddenly without any explanation, so this is what this post is for. To give you the closure that you deserve.

Deciding to go on an indefinite hiatus was not an easy decision for me to make, neither was this an easy thing for me to write. I don’t want to leave kagejima, but in the current months, the negatives have started to outweigh the positives, and I’d be doing a disservice to my mental health by staying. I also feel like the Universe is gently guiding me to pursue life-long goals of mine, and in order to do that, I must let go of kagejima for the meantime.

For my friends, I’m sorry that I wasn’t a better friend. I won’t make excuses like my work schedule or my ADHD, because it is too easy to pin it on those. But I do hope in the interactions that I had with you, that you felt how much I truly cared for you and loved you. You have a special place in my heart and I will never forget the kindness and love that you have shown me in return. As cheesy as it is, thank you for being a friend. (Most of you have my discord anyways, so you know where to find me!)

For those that read my stories, thank you for taking time out of your day to read my silly little ramblings. Your comments and messages were always such a delight to read, and I thank you for following me along on this journey.

Will kagejima return? I don’t know. I may start posting under a completely different name, I may continue to post on A03, I may stop writing for anime men completely. I don’t know when I’ll be back or even IF I’ll be back. I have no idea what the future holds for me, but I feel that kagejima must come to a close for now.

But as Kate DiCamillo said, “I hope you have found some light here.”

#🎤: rae is in the vocal booth

[kagejima]

Coming back on here after almost two months is so weird, but I missed writing Ushijima while working on [redacted] so here I am

Anyways, hi 👋

#🎤: rae is in the vocal booth

[kagejima]

If I were to open up an anonymous and respectful dialogue event this weekend about feeling lonely on here, would anybody be interested in that?

Obviously you don't have to like this post if that makes you uncomfortable. You can just send me a quick anonymous message saying if you'd be interested in something like that. I just want to see if there's any sort of interest before I make a whole post about it with guidelines and stuff.

If you remember my anonymous event between readers and writers, it would be sort of similar to that, but just about feeling lonely on here in general. I just wanted to try and open up a dialogue about it because it really hurts my heart to see a lot of people suffering from it.

All of you are beautiful and wonderful. Please don't ever forget that.

#🎤: rae is in the vocal booth

[kagejima]

i had a dream tonight i was being chased by true form sukuna and i was running away until i realized it was him and then i stopped and turned around and waited for him and that's all you need to know about me.

#i wouldve seduced him with my goblin ways #'i could crush you' 'okay but what's your tv situation?' #🎤: rae is in the vocal booth

[kagejima]

OM lucifer is the type of guy that gets you so addicted to his kisses that when he pulls away from you, you whine. he fucking lives for it. send tweet.

#🎤: rae is in the vocal booth #im listening to azeru's lucifer asmr audio again and the brainrot is real 😮‍💨 #om lucifer #obey me lucifer

[kagejima]

🎤🎤🎤

if true form sukuna bad, why hot?

#i said what i said. is he a sadistic bastard? yeah but he's MY sadistic bastard #thank you and goodnight #🎤: rae is in the vocal booth

[kagejima]

Lately, I have noticed there are an alarming number of friends and people who feel like they are lonely on here, and I feel like this is something that should be addressed.

If you would like this discussion event to not show up on your feed this weekend, please block the tag "rae's lonely discussion" and / or "📣: rae's lonely discussion".

For those who want to participate this weekend, please read the following rules below:

First and foremost, while this will be a totally anonymous event, this will also be a respectful discussion. I will not tolerate callout posts, hateful speech, or in general disrespectfullness. If I feel your submission meets any of the above things or has an in general hostile vibe, it will not be posted. We might be silly and sad little clowns talking about our 2d blorbos to distract ourselves from the horrors, but we are also adults who can calmly speak about our feelings. Be respectful and kind.

All submissions and replies to them MUST COME THROUGH MY INBOX and they MUST BE ANONYMOUS because this is the only way that I can guarantee that everyone stays safe during this. All posts will also be made non-rebloggable to ensure everyone's safety.

Likewise, if you have any triggering content in your submission (ex. suicidal ideation, etc.), TRIGGER WARNINGS ARE REQUIRED at the top of your submission, and I will also tag it with them. If they are not there, I will make a post briefly summarizing what you wrote about in order to get in contact with you so you can send it in again.

This discussion event will run from Friday July 28th 2023 to Sunday July 30th 2023, but you are free to send in submissions before then.

The cut off time for this event will be 11 am EST on July 30th as I have to work that Sunday night.

Obviously I am not a therapist. If you feel that you need professional help, please seek it. This is not to replace that.

This event is mostly just to speak (remember, in a respectful way!!!) without fear of being judged, just as the low interaction discussion was.

I'm not expecting everything to be solved with this, but I have a feeling that a lot of us feel a lot more lonely than we let on, and this might possibly be a healthy way for us to heal a little bit.

I look forward to this discussion. If you have any questions, please don't hesitate to contact me. ❤️

#rae's lonely discussion #📣: rae's lonely discussion #🎤: rae is in the vocal booth

[kagejima]

i am absolutely ILL thinking about wakatoshi doing that thing in his car where one hand is behind the passenger seat headrest and the other is a flat palm on the steering wheel and he's backing up.

i am FUCKING ILL imagining his huge fucking rough hands that smell good because you gifted him tom ford lotion backing up the car that way and then when he's done, he takes your hand and kisses it and then he holds your hand for most of the drive and he treats you like glass and keeps giving you knuckle kisses.

WHEN WILL I KNOW PEACE

#my brain is CRUEL and UNJUST to me!!!! #🎤: rae is in the vocal booth

[kagejima]

Themed Day Voting!

This is possibly happening based on if time in my life allows (I don't want anybody to get too excited. I'll try my best to make it work some way), but anyways...

People who have been following me for awhile, when I say that I used to have themed days, you'll remember.

But for those that are new here, I had three days a week where I posted about only Sukuna, Nanami, or Ushijima on a certain day and invited everyone to yell about them with me. The day had a queue going with fan art of only them and people would drop by and give me little scenarios to write about and sometimes I'd release a new fic too!

Honestly I'd like to do all three again, and hopefully I'll be able to work my way up to it, but for now, I will go with the majority of ONE day and come up with a new set of rules and we'll see what happens from there! Thank you in advance if you vote! ❤️

#🎤: rae is in the vocal booth

[kagejima]

nsfw twt link incoming--

wakatoshi ushijima, who becomes hypnotized after he comes, who's vision becomes slightly blurry, post orgasmic haze, as he smears his cum all over your pussy lips.

the strings of it that follow him as he lifts his cock up is what gets him the most though. you have your arm thrown over your eyes, and you're trying to catch your breath, but you let him do what he wants. you think its cute how pussy-drunk he gets.

toshi is amazed that it's only a small amount that's gushed out of you this time. because every time he comes, he feels just a little bit bad about how much of a mess he's made. usually it's so much that your thighs are slick and messy as soon as you stand up.

when he pushes back into you, he relishes in the way you cry out his name, and he slowly starts fucking up into you again. leaning down over you and crading your head in his hand and giving you a long, deep kiss before he murmurs in your ear that he wants to feel you come around him again.

#ushijima smut #bruh toshi is my fave why did i hurt myself like this 🧍🏻‍♀️ #🎤: rae is in the vocal booth