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#【β™₯】 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆 𝟎𝟏 ; this love is made from pretty lies (canon)
lielove Β· 11 months
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@kamikiproductions || continued from here !!
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❝ no, it's okay. ❞
her answer is swift, without even a moments hesitation. she stands next to the man, hands neatly behind her back as she looks to the sky above. the weather was nice - not too hot, but not too cold. and it was late enough that nobody would bother them no matter how late they stayed out.
well, the producer may pitch a fit when he finds out that she stayed out this late - but what he doesn't know won't hurt him.
ai shuffles a step closer to his side, ❝ i don't have anything to do until the evening tomorrow, and it's nice staying out here with you like this. ❞
she doesn't mention how staying out late with a boy like this makes her feel like a bit of a rebel - how the moment makes her feel just a bit like a normal teenage girl - even though she knows that she's anything but.
❝ so why don't we stay just a little longer, huh ?? ❞
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lielove Β· 1 year
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@rubyincarnate
she'd always been proud of her children - but a certain sense of pride came with watching them improve with her own eyes. after the first school performance, ruby had shown potential with her dancing, to the point that it almost felt like she'd been watching a miniature version of herself.
ah, her kids truly were genuineness, weren't they ?!
it was enough to fuel an even greater fire to her, she'd keep working hard so that she could see what kind of wonderful adults that they'd become, and she'd give them the life that she was never able to have.
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a smile makes way to her lips as she watches her daughter twirl and pose in the dance studio, giving an almost overenthusiastic clap of the hands when she finishes the routine. she decided that she'd watch ruby do the routine by herself first to get an idea of what she needed to improve on, and then she'd join her and help.
❝ that was great, ruby !! i loved the way you twirled towards the end. i'll do the dance with you this time and then i can give a few suggestions to help you shine even brighter !! ❞
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lielove Β· 8 months
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❛ close your eyes and hold out your hands. ❜
200 random dialogue prompts.
brows are quick to raise at her daughters words, look of surprise making way to her features as she looks at ruby. ( some sort of surprise ?? ) that's what she imagines, at least...
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of course, the idol is quick to follow the instructions given, closing her eyes tight and holding out her hands. ❝ just like this, yeah ?? mama promises that she's not peeking !! ❞ and she's not, but she is eager to see just what her daughter has for her...
ah... moments like these were the best. she didn't need to be ai hoshino, the idol, she could simply be ai... the doting mother who wanted nothing more than to see her children grow... ai, the woman who never had the chance to experience things like this for herself...
ai, who wanted to give her children the life that she wasn't able to have.
❝ how long should mama keep her eyes closed, ruby-chan ?? ❞
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lielove Β· 8 months
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❛ what are you smiling at? ❜
200 random dialogue prompts.
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the smile on her face does not waver at his words - as an idol she was used to keeping a bright and sunshiny smile on her face.
( she couldn't let her fans think something was wrong, after all. and even if something ever was... well, that certainly wasn't something they could know about !! )
not to say that the smile on her face wasn't a genuine one - it was, at least in this moment.
❝ i was just thinking about that song -- !! ❞
the idol twirls her hair between her fingertips as she speaks. ai hoshino was not a woman that had many - if any - friends. while she wasn't sure what she'd call her relationship with him ( friends ?? acquaintances ?? just singing buddies ??) if it wasn't for that song she wouldn't be here with him...
❝ don't you think it's funny how fate works ?? we may not have ever met if not for it, yaknow... !! ❞ and then she gives a laugh... how much of her life would have changed if not for that moment ??
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lielove Β· 10 months
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β₯ big hug!!!!!
send β₯ to hug my muse from behind || accepting !!
what's better, a beautiful lie... or the ugly truth ??
the version of herself that she showed the world was nothing more than a lie. the words she'd shout out to the crowd... the way she'd carry herself.... to be the perfect idol was to carry out the perfect lie - and it was something that she took pride in. people loved her - they adored her, and ai hoshino did everything in her power to keep it that way.
if the world knew of how ugly she really was on the inside... they wouldn't love her anymore. everything she built up... it would all be for nothing.
she sits at the edge of the hotel room bed, scrolling through her social media feed. whatever information summer gave on her... it wasn't enough to give her any bad press ( or if there was, it was such an insignificant amount that it may as well not exist. )
the idol takes some form of comfort in that. she was popular enough that the only information that would truly make waves would be about her children. but she figures that such information wouldn't be sold for cheap...
( if it ever got out on any terms that weren't her own... she'd drag him right down to hell with her... that was something she decided long ago. )
he had to do what he had to to make ends meet. this was something she understood - though she was upset in the heat of the moment when she found out... this was part of what it meant to lie with him.
summer knew both sides of her, the lie and the truth... and yet he still kept coming back. and despite everything, she kept coming back to him, too. maybe a part of her felt like he'd be the only one that could ever really love a people hating liar like her. maybe that was because he had a similar ugliness of his own on the inside....
ai couldn't really say for sure.
but she liked the feeling of his lips on her skin, and she liked how she felt when the times were good. there were times when he pushed her too close to the edge for comfort, and yet she still came back every time.
she feels his arms wrap around her, and its like a warm embrace. she very well could melt into the feeling if it prolonged long enough. he was soft and warm, she could feel his heart against her back and she thinks to herself how nice the feeling is.
it's been so long since she's felt a feeling like that.
she leans into it, allowing herself to be held tightly like she was.
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❝ eheh, did you miss me ?? ❞
her fingertips dance along his arm as she speaks, tracing small circles as she loops up at him.
❝ our show tonight was a hit, were you able to catch it ?? ❞
the fact that the venue was close to where he was was an accident, ensuring that he had a key to her hotel room wasn't.
maybe she had missed him too.
❝ you're welcome to stay for the night if you want, summer. we just have to make sure we leave at different times in the morning~ ❞
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lielove Β· 10 months
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🎲 kissyyyyy
kiss meme || accepting.
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34. A kiss after a bite.
i love you - three words that leave the woman's mouth with ease, it's a lie... they both know it. it's a pretty little lie, much like most of the words that leave her lips.
ai wasn't sure just how she felt about him. did she hate him... or was there a part of her that really did like him ??
...whatever it was that she did feel, it was intense enough that she let him this close to her, she wanted him to be near her... she wanted to feel his lips on hers. ( so maybe it was something closer to affection, then. ) in the quiet of the room ai finds her head nestled between his neck, she knew better than to bite in places that were easily seen ( but oh, how she'd like to leave his neck covered if she could ).
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❝ don't worry, ❞ she begins. ❝ i'll make sure to leave it in a spot that only i'll be able to see~ ❞ though she may have been a being of lies, it was something she was being honest about ( or she was trying to be honest about, at least, ) in the event that she miscalculated where she'd left her mark...
...well, at least there was always makeup to cover it up with.
the idol breaths a laugh as she nibbles at his neck gently, long enough to leave a mark... but not long enough to cause any pain. sealing it with a kiss just before she moves her head away.
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lielove Β· 11 months
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the child teeters over to his idol ( mother ). his body is finally starting to work with him as the toddlers takes his first tentative steps. (from aqua!)
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time off where the idol could spend time with her children was not taken for granted. while ruby took a nap, aqua was wide awake and ---
oh... oh !!
this... this is a special moment for a child - their first steps !! oh gosh, where was her phone ?? spend too long looking and she just might miss it... miyako and ichigo will be over the moon when they hear about what happened !! even if she's not able to record it, just getting to see it for herself was enough.
more than enough, really. she'd just have to hope that the others would believe her when she told them.
❝ you can do it aqua, mama believes in you !! ❞
ai gleefully calls out, moving to sit on the floor so that she could catch her child if he were to fall when taking his first steps.
❝ come to mama !! ❞
she brings her hands together, clapping gently to encourage him.
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lielove Β· 11 months
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β€œI just feel calmer. When I’m with you.”
π’πŽπ…π“ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 β™‘
the idol gives a nod in agreement at hikaru's words. she found herself feeling the same - especially in the more recent months. it wasn't uncommon for ai to find that her thoughts were lingering to him. he would be the first person she'd message after a show, the first person she felt like calling if something was on her mind. it was always him. it wasn't like with the rest of b-komachi, where she could only rely on them as coworkers. and it wasn't like with ichigo, where she could rely on him as her manager and de-facto guardian. it was different feeling, one that she hadn't felt before - a sensational feeling - and it certainly wasn't a feeling that she disliked. after all, if she didn't like it she wouldn't go out of the way to find ways to spend time with him in secret, now would she ??
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❝ i feel the same way. ❞ her life had never been one where she was given the luxury to relax and feel calm around another person - so to have the chance now, even if the moments were few and far between was nice. ❝ it's like i can really only feel at ease when i'm with you. that doesn't sound strange, does it ?? ❞ ai shifts her gaze away from him for but a moment as she speaks, twirling a strand of her hair between her fingers.
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lielove Β· 11 months
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β€œI love you.” + [Puts head on the other’s shoulder]
π’πŽπ…π“ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 β™‘
i love you.
the three words that have been told to her hundreds, if now thousands of times by now. the words she wanted to badly to say to someone and mean them - and yet she couldn't allow herself to do so.
ah, what a lousy mother she was.
her children were her world, and yet she couldn't even tell them that she loved them. the fear of uttering the words only to realize that they weren't true haunting ai to her core. a hand moves to gently rub her daughters back as she places her head on ai's shoulders. she smiles warmly, even if ruby isn't able to see her face.
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❝ hehe, you're mama's whole world - you know that, ruby ?? ❞
ai plays it safe with her words.
the mother wonders if her children thank bad of her for not saying those words - i love you - to them. have they realized that she hasn't said it to them ?? do they think it's strange ?? she cares for them deeply and she was happy that she had a family of her own to take care of, that was the truth.
she moves a hand to pat her daughter on the head.
❝ i can't imagine a world without you or aqua in it. ❞
and that, too, was the truth. the time spent with her children was precious to her, to have the chance to raise two humans with her own two hands ?? even now it was hard to think of. but it was real life, and it was her life.
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lielove Β· 8 months
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❛ i hope you haven’t been standing out in the cold this whole time. ❜
200 random dialogue prompts
❝ i've just been out here for a little while, i'm not that cold !! ❞
you've been standing out here for much longer than just a little while, you're just good at hiding the fact that you're cold.
( or rather, you'd like to think that you're good at it. )
you thought that you'd gotten used to the harsh chill of the environments, but maybe getting to live in lavish penthouses have made you turn soft in that department. you lost your edge.
but all things considered, this is probably a good thing. the circumstances that led to you getting used to the cold were far from good, after all.
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either way, you smile just as brightly as you normally do. ❝ though, i wouldn't say no to a nice hot chocolate... ❞ you begin to say, taking a slight pause. ❝ but if you wanted to hold my hands to warm them up, that'd be fine too !! ❞
the words are partially said in jest, though if he were to take your hands into his own you wouldn't say no.
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lielove Β· 9 months
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"Ai...hey, question for ya..."
The topic is broached quietly as the little Valkyrie turned to the look at the Idol, her attention on her and head slowly shifting as she gave a nervous grin. "...do you think people can be redeemed, no matter what they did...? If they truly want to...I mean."
unprompted, always accepting !!
there are very few times when the idol finds herself genuinely stumped by things that people tell her - she can tell that what kiana is asking her holds a lot of meaning, but it goes almost completely over her head otherwise.
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❝ hmmm... ❞ gaze shifts skyward as she thinks about the others words. ai doesn't really know what type of problems kiana is dealing with in her life, and she's never really been one to give the best advice.
...but hey, might as well give it her best shot, huh ??
❝ not sure if i'm really the best person to ask, but... ❞ presses a finger to her lips as she speaks, head tilting to the side ever so slightly... ❝ i think there's some people that can't, even if they might want to try. ❞ people like her mother, for example. ❝ but if it's someone like you, i think it's possible !! ❞ gaze returns to the other girl as she tells her this, a confident smile on her lips.
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lielove Β· 10 months
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🎲 ruby wants a kiss too........
kiss meme || accepting.
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2. A kiss on the nose.
as a mother, of course she needed to take time to help her children feel better when she was sick. even if it meant coming home from practice early ( the lie to get out of it was easy enough, simply telling the rest of the girls that she ate something bad the night before, and that it was coming back to bite her. )
she makes sure to stop at a convenience store on her way home, picking up a few cans of soup to help with the cold.
❝ mama's home early, ruby-chan !! she's going to help you feel all better !! ❞
words are said gleefully as she enters the house, giving a thankful nod to miyako before she leaves.
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❝ i'll make you some soup, then we can sit on the couch and watch movies allllll day long~ ❞
she may not have been the best chef, but following instructions on a can was easy enough. a short while later she brings the bowl with a spoon out to her daughter, pressing a gentle kiss on her nose as she does.
❝ i put some ice in it, but it's still hot so be careful, okay ?? ❞
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lielove Β· 10 months
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🎲
kiss meme || accepting.
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37. A kiss to the back of the neck
you've found yourself growing fond of that little spot where the two of you first met. it's a perfect place for hiding in plain sight - a perfect place to unwind... there were no worries of the cameras finding you, for they didn't even know you were there.
( an idol going to hide out in the forest, surely the paparazzi wouldn't expect anything like that !! )
you've also liked seeing him there, though that's not something you would openly admit - even if he were to ask. with each visit to this area you've found yourself growing ever fonder at the idea of spending more time with him, maybe even places that weren't just this little wooded area.
he's got his back to you as you enter the clearing this time, you watch the animals meander around him as he sings to them for a short while before you wrap your arms around him from behind.
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❝ are the animals liking your concert today ?? ❞
you whisper softly against his neck, before pressing a gentle kiss on his skin - it lasts for but a moment - and though you move your lips away from him, making sure that you leave no mark on his neck. you do, however, keep your arms around him for just a little longer before letting go.
perhaps the fact that you've greeted him like this is proof that you've let your guard down around him ( or that you were willing to, at least ).
oh, how the mind works in mysterious ways...
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lielove Β· 11 months
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lyric based starter call || @rubyincarnate
❝ ruby !! ❞ motherhood… no matter how many years it took, she felt like it'd still take time. she wanted to be a good mother for her children, a good influence. it was something that ai hoshino wanted more than anything in the world. there were some days she wished she could go against the directors orders, spend time with her kids in public like a normal family. but it was a fleeting thought, one that was washed away quickly after it sprang in her head. so they'd have to get by like this, spending time in the apartment. playing games… eating meals ( sometimes she'd even try making one from scratch )… watching tv. it was nice. it was a little abstract, but they were able to do things as a family, which is all that she'd ever wanted...
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❝ mama has the off today soooo…. is there anything you want to do ?? mama wants to see you smiling all day today. ❞
song ; magia - kalafina
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lielove Β· 11 months
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β€œI’m so proud of you, you know that?” with [Hugs for a very long time] from aqua!
π’πŽπ…π“ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 β™‘
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ai's quick to wrap her arms around her son, holding him tightly in an embrace for as long as he wanted. she closes her eyes, gently rubbing his back, humming a small tune for but a moment before she replies to what he actually said.
❝ i'm your mama -- i should be the one saying that to you !! not the other way around !! ❞
the idol laughs, bright smile as she looks at her son.
❝ but still, it makes me happy that my kids are my biggest cheerleaders. ❞
thinks back to the moment when they were much younger, back when miyako had brought them to the show and they danced with the glowsticks... ah, how intelligent her kids were !!
❝ i'm proud of you too, aqua !! you're going to be such a great actor, i'm sure of it !! ❞
maybe a day would come where they'd be able to act in something together again -- wouldn't that be nice ??
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lielove Β· 1 year
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tags !!
#【β™₯】 𝒐𝒐𝒄 ; i'm just a little guy.#【β™₯】 π’‚π’π’”π’˜π’†π’“π’†π’… ; see you next time !!#【β™₯】 π’Žπ’–π’”π’Šπ’„ ; on the playlist !!#【β™₯】 π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’†π’” ; may it be modeling or a meet and greet i've always got time for my fans !!#【β™₯】 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆 𝟎𝟏 ; this love is made from pretty lies (canon)#【β™₯】 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆 𝟎𝟐 ; i can finally say that i love you (canon au)#【β™₯】 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆 πŸŽπŸ‘ ; strut like a songbird (ffxiv)#【β™₯】 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆 πŸŽπŸ’ ; author / idol (genshin impact)#【β™₯】 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆 πŸŽπŸ“ ; the goddess of entertainment reborn (fate)#【β™₯】 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆 πŸŽπŸ” ; undefined.#【β™₯】 π’—π’Šπ’”π’‚π’ˆπ’† ; a flawless genious idol for life !!#【β™₯】 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔 ; a secret just for me.#【β™₯】 π’Žπ’–π’”π’Šπ’π’ˆπ’” ; with a picture perfect smile.#【β™₯】 π’‚π’†π’”π’•π’‰π’†π’•π’Šπ’„π’” ; lace frills and microphones.#【β™₯】 π’‘π’“π’π’Žπ’π’” ; show some support !!#【β™₯】 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 π’‘π’“π’π’Žπ’π’” ; taking the center stage !!
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